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Monday, July 26, 2010
simplicityescape.wordpress.com
Bye blogger.
7/26/2010 10:42:00 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
You are never here when i needed you.
7/22/2010 04:38:00 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
What happens when u miss someone so badly?
I have been dying to see baby just few days ago,
But it all turns out that my misses for him isn't as much as I thought it was
it must have been some disappointment that left me giving up.
Yeah I shld agree that I will wait and nt express it all
7/17/2010 12:17:00 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Instead of treasuring calls and hearing each other voice.
It turns out into a fight.
Its bad enough to be suffering inside and outside.
A fight that we cant do anything.
A fight that we cant solve.
A fight that we cant talk well over it.
It feels terrible.
i'm always not the first that comes into yr mind.
Tonight's gonna a the worst night ever
7/14/2010 10:37:00 PM
Time has been passing extremely slow unlike last week.
It's another 2 full days till it all ends, i know baby is suffering real badly.
I wish it all ends soon for him so he can rest well.
Having to wake up at 5am everyday and then doing all the shit hard work is damn tiring
it wasn't easy for me as well on the first day, without having baby ard, things just doesn't goes right.
Alt I feel upset that I can't talk to him much and his reply are always just few words,
knwing hw extremely tired he is, I really wish time flies now
sighh,
at least i'm glad it isn't something i have to face every week, hope tt this 2days cld pass fast
7/14/2010 09:22:00 PM
Monday, July 12, 2010
i gotta be strong
7/12/2010 08:38:00 PM
time really does flies, before I cld even prepare,
Baby is going for reservice tml.
mixed feelings.
Kinda upset.
I dont knw.
I just feel weird
Without him ard, I knw I'm gonna miss him badly.
Am already now.
bcus past few weeks he has been busy training,
We haven gotten to spend time tgt before tml.
But I'm really happy SIM won the PM cup this year.
you knw that kind of happiness that you just burst into tears,
I knw I'm crazy bcus it has nth to do with me
But I feel it, I don't know why.
I was really nervous and excited about the race,i was screaming away, heart pumping like its gonna drop out.
I really feel damn damn happy for baby,for SIM.
totally no words to describe.
but at every race I'm with baby,i always ponder did he rly do it for me like he always claim?
I always had to remind him of my presence each time.
Its kinda tiring.
Its no joke having to stay the whole day at race site under hot sun all alone.
Yes,all alone.
It isn't fun at all, really boring just sitting there the whole day, you get all sticky dirty and hungry just waiting.
At the end of the day,i get tired of this.
But I know this is being there for baby.
I always wonder how long is this gonna go, after 3yrs already.
Well...
Sigh, 5days without baby.
Really gonna sucks, I'm feeling it already.
Bcus we havent been given a chance to treasure the time before
I really wish I knew what you are thinking and feeling.
7/12/2010 12:07:00 AM
simplicityescape.wordpress.com
Bye blogger.
7/26/2010 10:42:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
You are never here when i needed you.
7/22/2010 04:38:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
What happens when u miss someone so badly?
I have been dying to see baby just few days ago,
But it all turns out that my misses for him isn't as much as I thought it was
it must have been some disappointment that left me giving up.
Yeah I shld agree that I will wait and nt express it all
7/17/2010 12:17:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Instead of treasuring calls and hearing each other voice.
It turns out into a fight.
Its bad enough to be suffering inside and outside.
A fight that we cant do anything.
A fight that we cant solve.
A fight that we cant talk well over it.
It feels terrible.
i'm always not the first that comes into yr mind.
Tonight's gonna a the worst night ever
7/14/2010 10:37:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Time has been passing extremely slow unlike last week.
It's another 2 full days till it all ends, i know baby is suffering real badly.
I wish it all ends soon for him so he can rest well.
Having to wake up at 5am everyday and then doing all the shit hard work is damn tiring
it wasn't easy for me as well on the first day, without having baby ard, things just doesn't goes right.
Alt I feel upset that I can't talk to him much and his reply are always just few words,
knwing hw extremely tired he is, I really wish time flies now
sighh,
at least i'm glad it isn't something i have to face every week, hope tt this 2days cld pass fast
7/14/2010 09:22:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
i gotta be strong
7/12/2010 08:38:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
time really does flies, before I cld even prepare,
Baby is going for reservice tml.
mixed feelings.
Kinda upset.
I dont knw.
I just feel weird
Without him ard, I knw I'm gonna miss him badly.
Am already now.
bcus past few weeks he has been busy training,
We haven gotten to spend time tgt before tml.
But I'm really happy SIM won the PM cup this year.
you knw that kind of happiness that you just burst into tears,
I knw I'm crazy bcus it has nth to do with me
But I feel it, I don't know why.
I was really nervous and excited about the race,i was screaming away, heart pumping like its gonna drop out.
I really feel damn damn happy for baby,for SIM.
totally no words to describe.
but at every race I'm with baby,i always ponder did he rly do it for me like he always claim?
I always had to remind him of my presence each time.
Its kinda tiring.
Its no joke having to stay the whole day at race site under hot sun all alone.
Yes,all alone.
It isn't fun at all, really boring just sitting there the whole day, you get all sticky dirty and hungry just waiting.
At the end of the day,i get tired of this.
But I know this is being there for baby.
I always wonder how long is this gonna go, after 3yrs already.
Well...
Sigh, 5days without baby.
Really gonna sucks, I'm feeling it already.
Bcus we havent been given a chance to treasure the time before
I really wish I knew what you are thinking and feeling.
7/12/2010 12:07:00 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
