Horrible weekend

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Cant believe that i've failed my TP.

It was horrible yday, i'm kinda still dwelling over it.

That isnt the worst, worst is that suituation at home isnt getting any better for me.

Life is just so unfair.

I can only just live with it but then boyfriend is getting irritated with me.

i just need someone who i can complain and whine to make myself feel better.

I guess that's the only thing i could do.

BUT he is getting pissed, telling me to stop complaining if i don even dare to tell them right in the face.

i cant believe that he even said that to my face when i'm feeling so upset over this.

A home that doesnt feels like 1 at all.

i've always depended on baby that he will be there for me giving me the care and love i need, but again..

Sigh.

Today is Sunday but i'm not home, i feel kinda bad but i feel so upset and angry that they dont even bother and throw all the blame at me, even till ignoring me.

Screw it man.

I'm so bored, baby left so early before it even turn bright & i havent talk to him at all except a short call from him.

i'm wishing that my phone beeps and then he could come back home quickly.

it's really a horrible weekend,for me.

6/27/2010 04:09:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Friday, June 25, 2010

knowing that you have a hearty breakfast starts off the day well.

Having breakfast with your love ones cheers the day up even more.

But I hardly had the chance to.

6/25/2010 11:26:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

home alone.

Home alone in baby's place, baby's whole family is on a trip to KL.

Baby has camp so i'm here looking after gal.

I hope that it helped baby cause he cant stay over alr.

entertaining myself, of course in such cold weather i wished he was here snuggling cuddling with me.

perhaps watching tv tgt in each other arms like we always do.

This week flies so crazily and its FRIDAY alr.

TMl is my TP ! i'm alr feeling so damn nervous that i made all mistakes just now.

awww..

when can i ever change this horrible habit of mine, and control screwing things up while nervous.

SIGH.

Each time i look at my blog i remind myself of Redang :(

i wanna go for another trip badly but its seems so HARD.

anyway things hasnt been goin well at home recently. For me.

But am glad baby is here for me giving me the love and care i need.

...

6/25/2010 03:22:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Honey's asking why i havent been updating

I'm LAZY !

or rather i'm wishing time pass really slow.

Sch is starting, i have a really bad feeling about it, bcus RMIT is more on project basis. And you have to find your project mates yourself in a whole lecture of 400 students.

They have a orientation camp which allows you to make friends BUT i'm having my TP on that day.

So that explains why i'm so worried about sch.

I cant imagine having to go looking ard for project mates !

I'm hating school alr :(

But this is life that we all have to face, if we never learn to accept new things and changes in life. Life will never move on further.

Its just another week more to school, i wanna fully enjoy this 1 week before starting the battle again.

I'm missing holidays alr.

SIGH.

TP is next sat, wish me good bestest luck !

Each time i look at Redang photos, i feel so crazy again

I cant take my mind of those days there

i wanna go for another holiday soon ! BUT then baby is just not interested.

well...

we are gonna bake tml, like finally baby is so interested in baking.

6/20/2010 10:02:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Monday, June 7, 2010

I've always understand for you and give you the support, but when will I be understand and feel instead?

it brings us stronger each time,but going through the long process all alone is a torture.

6/07/2010 10:48:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Horrible weekend

Cant believe that i've failed my TP.

It was horrible yday, i'm kinda still dwelling over it.

That isnt the worst, worst is that suituation at home isnt getting any better for me.

Life is just so unfair.

I can only just live with it but then boyfriend is getting irritated with me.

i just need someone who i can complain and whine to make myself feel better.

I guess that's the only thing i could do.

BUT he is getting pissed, telling me to stop complaining if i don even dare to tell them right in the face.

i cant believe that he even said that to my face when i'm feeling so upset over this.

A home that doesnt feels like 1 at all.

i've always depended on baby that he will be there for me giving me the care and love i need, but again..

Sigh.

Today is Sunday but i'm not home, i feel kinda bad but i feel so upset and angry that they dont even bother and throw all the blame at me, even till ignoring me.

Screw it man.

I'm so bored, baby left so early before it even turn bright & i havent talk to him at all except a short call from him.

i'm wishing that my phone beeps and then he could come back home quickly.

it's really a horrible weekend,for me.

6/27/2010 04:09:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun

knowing that you have a hearty breakfast starts off the day well.

Having breakfast with your love ones cheers the day up even more.

But I hardly had the chance to.

6/25/2010 11:26:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun

home alone.

Home alone in baby's place, baby's whole family is on a trip to KL.

Baby has camp so i'm here looking after gal.

I hope that it helped baby cause he cant stay over alr.

entertaining myself, of course in such cold weather i wished he was here snuggling cuddling with me.

perhaps watching tv tgt in each other arms like we always do.

This week flies so crazily and its FRIDAY alr.

TMl is my TP ! i'm alr feeling so damn nervous that i made all mistakes just now.

awww..

when can i ever change this horrible habit of mine, and control screwing things up while nervous.

SIGH.

Each time i look at my blog i remind myself of Redang :(

i wanna go for another trip badly but its seems so HARD.

anyway things hasnt been goin well at home recently. For me.

But am glad baby is here for me giving me the love and care i need.

...

6/25/2010 03:22:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun

Honey's asking why i havent been updating

I'm LAZY !

or rather i'm wishing time pass really slow.

Sch is starting, i have a really bad feeling about it, bcus RMIT is more on project basis. And you have to find your project mates yourself in a whole lecture of 400 students.

They have a orientation camp which allows you to make friends BUT i'm having my TP on that day.

So that explains why i'm so worried about sch.

I cant imagine having to go looking ard for project mates !

I'm hating school alr :(

But this is life that we all have to face, if we never learn to accept new things and changes in life. Life will never move on further.

Its just another week more to school, i wanna fully enjoy this 1 week before starting the battle again.

I'm missing holidays alr.

SIGH.

TP is next sat, wish me good bestest luck !

Each time i look at Redang photos, i feel so crazy again

I cant take my mind of those days there

i wanna go for another holiday soon ! BUT then baby is just not interested.

well...

we are gonna bake tml, like finally baby is so interested in baking.

6/20/2010 10:02:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun

I've always understand for you and give you the support, but when will I be understand and feel instead?

it brings us stronger each time,but going through the long process all alone is a torture.

6/07/2010 10:48:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun