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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
O MY GOODNESS
My throat is acting up again, having very severe sore throat. Mum said it must be some allery that my body is weak so whenever something trigger it start acting up. BUT i have been resting well. Baby said i have been slping too late :(
It must have been stress :(
i'm feeling so damn stressed up, everything is crashing down. Leaving aside FYP yet ! OH MY! every single day is packed fully.
Falling sick is the last thing i wish for.
But its giving me trouble nw :(
Sighh sighh sighh
PBIL, 3 to complete. Fcuking Fcuking Stress up
One job intv and meeting to come up for CSW
Exams coming, less than 2weeks, first PAPER !
CNY and then 2 more paper.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yday was wonderful day out with honey! he came to sch to pick me and we head down ti Changi Airport for Popeyes ! we set aside only 30bucks for the whole day :) So.. the games started. we hang ard, cam whore and headed down to Tampinese for our Mee Sua and Pork bun. we nearly over use our budget bcus we spend freaking 7bucks for 4 tiny chocos ! Crazy.
It was just a simple day out but it was so relaxing leaving aside all those workloads.
Adding on we quarrelled on sunday again and it was all bcus of spending time with our parents.
Someone said we are xin fu de and it looks so silly to quarrel over this.
well...
Again last night we had arguement about our families again, after marriage and stuffs.
Thinking back, it feels kinda warm.
2011 :))
1/26/2010 09:30:00 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Good enough, i knw you well.
Expected.
1/24/2010 05:12:00 PM
how to keep it going on
Saturday, January 23, 2010
how to ever keep a relationship working on.
Friends ard me are always complaining and stressing about single and those attached need nt worry about all this.
But, don they knw that to keep a r/s moving on isn't as easy?
Esp when that r/s has been moving on for long.
Sigh.
the outer always seems so beautiful but deep in it always leave me thinking and feeling that things are just falling apart.
When the other party doesn't even bother bout spicing and improving things.
It feels rather upsetting
But still I had to live with it and move on.
Sigh.
When u knw busy days are ahead you long even more to spend all free time tgt.
Labels: to fall asleep in yr arms every night
1/23/2010 05:52:00 PM
Things to do.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
i have freaking so many things piling up and to-do list.
1) Book manicure pedicure
2) Get another set clothes for new year
3) Prolly another pair of shoe?
4) A new bag, maybe?
5) Book appointment for all my waxing
6) Book appointment for my brow threading
7) Get baby his new year boxers
8) Pay my freaking EX bills !
9) Spring cleaning
Sch work all to be clear all before CNY and all the dreadful reports :( sucks big time, after cny week is final year exam and the last exam of my poly life ! *yipee!*
Anywa some little updatess, last sun was Jan 21st bday, 1st 21st of the year. It was mad fun! Yet tiring, spring cleaning since early morning. Met baby and headed to Gombak, jy picked us and we went to collect the "weight of a laptop" cake.
we prepared the bbq items and started bbq. It was delicious and fun ! Esp we were al drinking, XO, Jack Daniel.
Fondue even loves after bbq!
K-singing.
Counting down to 12am
Eating of cake.
Ultra huge that jan had to finished 1/4 of it
Played indian pokers and drink.
Mad cold.
Some were drunk here and there..
cldnt take the coldness, baby & i left to cab home. Dead tired, concast till next morning for Grandma's lunch.
Lunch was alright, first time bf meeting dad's side. Kinda awkward. It must have been real terrible for honey. Hope he felt alright. Perhaps after another few warm-up session would be better. Await for CNY then :))
With lots and lots of hongbao :)) Baby yeah ?? Promise to bring each other ard alright.
HUAT!
Life getting tougher with graduation and den applying for uni. Seems tough. Oh well.
Family nt getting any better esp handful sister giving nth but trouble.
Cant seems to communicate. Still hot and cold.
Bf as well, i cant seems to talk seriously with him. We cant seems to have any heart-to-heart talk.
why isit he doesnt shows and tell me how he feels or rather assure me my importance in his life, and how much i mean to him ?
why.why.why.why.why.
:(
i do feel care and love, BUT i needa knw hw much i mean to you esp in yr life.
MR.Boyfriend?
i wish i had this much of moneyy$$$$$
1/21/2010 08:49:00 PM
15 Golden Fengshui tips to understanding woman ( very accurate)
Monday, January 18, 2010
From
www.fengshuiqueen.com“A successful woman do not need a man”
1)When a woman says “no” she means “yes” as she is shy to say so.
2) When a woman gets angry it is better to leave her alone for a while.
3) Always apologise to a woman even if she is in the wrong and you will be alright.
4) Every woman wants to look beautiful, so praise her.
5) Be sensitive to her needs. Ask her has she taken her dinner.
6) Be sensitive to her new clothes, make up etc and she will appreciate that you care for her every day. Do not take her love for granted.
7) When a woman is in love, it shows in her eyes and smile.
8) When a woman shops, do not accompany her, unless you have the time.
9) If you buy her a most precious gift that she really like, she will appreciate you forever.
10) A woman is usually very sensitive and emotional while a man is usually not. This is because the ying and yang are not balanced. And that is why they attract.
11) When a woman is angry, she expects you to know it. So pretend !
12) A woman loves it when you show that you remember her birthday.
13) A woman loves it when you say “I love you” many times a month. Men usually take it for granted. But to a woman, speech counts not just action.
14) A woman can give you everything when she really loves you. But please do not exploit this weakness in a woman.
15) A shy man will never win a fair woman’s heart. So please tell a woman as she might be waiting for you to call or to tell her the three little words.
1/18/2010 07:56:00 PM
its just another test
Sunday, January 17, 2010
The best part of after every quarrel is making up.
But thinking back on the nonsense that we jus fight and be unhappy about is just isnt worth it.
fighting and quarreling early in the morning seriously is a bad start. Tell me if i'm being unreasonable or what. Every weekdays are just so busy for you rushing for classes and trainings. All we spend time is just after school, that very short few hrs and u rush off.
Why does it always have to be you leaving halfway or always just that very few hrs u give me.
And if dad was to ask me where are u going after Grandma's lunch, do i have to tell him u need to go home to look after yr dog ?
Its so tough on you to acc me for shopping with my parents? Den how long have we not been goin to town, or catching a movie. Ever since, all we does spent time is nth much but being home or dinner with yr parents. But yet always wanting you to eat or spend time with my parents its like something so tough.
alt i do whine complain of always being home and jus spending time with yr parents .. But yet each time u ask for me to look for u at home .. i don make any noise but go over.
Yeah, i feel so upset each time u jus ask me why isit whatever u do or don do is wrong. But in the first place, before u even agree or say anything ? did u just even thought of me ?
i knw u must have been elated tt u neednt have to go walking ard with my family and that was a great excuse because yr mom told u to.
Its very much upset that u don even bother about me feeling anything.
i knw u are tired, i am tired too.
This few days have been over just the same issue of spending time tgt and nth else but spending time. Back to the same that its always forever just ME wanting to spend time and asking for more.
I knw everything there is always Give & Take.
cal me spoilt or pampered or whatever, i don care. i knw i have been always wanting this and that my way. BUT didnt i nt give to ?
Isnt it fair that we spent equal time with our family ?
Isnt it what we are suppose to do tgt?
Isnt it that we shld put each other in good books to our family?
Our temper always caused us to quarrel more, but, i knw unlike you i have been always losing my temper but no one likes being told what to do. No one likes being walked off. I knw i do that all the time and u always get mad at it. But today the one who walked off was you, the one who said to go was also you. That was what made me so much madder.
i apologize that i gave you cold shoulder through out the journey out. And whenever after quarrels you are always the one who make it up by showering me with love.
But its been long since i have heard you said sorry.
Appreciation and owning to mistakes is always what that makes one another feels better.
the very least, i'm glad tt we knw how much we care and love each other and always saving the best for each other.
i keep wondering was it ever a wrong thing to bring baby for today Grandma's lunch. bcus of how conservative they are. After so long, finally, dad's side have all knw baby.
I hope it has been a right decision
1/17/2010 05:38:00 PM
Friday, January 15, 2010
You make me feel how hypocrite you are.
I cant believe a person can just change and all along for 7years i was all wrong about you.
Somehow it seems that to act as though a friend like you hadnt exists would b best.
Or perhaps someone just hi-bye.
1/15/2010 10:55:00 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
very so no happy.
Again. I don likes it when baby has early training ONCE again :(
Fri 6am-8am
Sat 6am-4pm
Sat pissed me off the most !
When he is tired out, he will be in super damn bad mood and easily irritated.
Sat we still have to stayover at Jieyu's place for Jan's bday celebration
And den sun Grandma bday lunch.
So no happy with sat, abit too exaggerating right ?
are they superman or something ??
Main point : when he is tired, he is a total different person. A crappy mega bad temper and sensitive irritation
SUCKS
1/14/2010 10:27:00 PM
In your eyes
吃醋 撒娇 生气 耍赖 是你的专利 让你来
疼我 爱我 让我 喂我 这些小事情 让你来
只要 让我(你)愉快 就算耍冷
下不了台我全都愿意 都是因为爱
1/14/2010 04:38:00 PM
what are friends ?
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
What are friends ? or rather what are true friends ?
someone ask me today, who are u closer to.
Ame or Reb?
SOMEHOW this caught me ..
Bcus things have change so much.
A friend to me is someone who would care for you and understand u.
And yes,everyone changes so much.
I'm glad that bec has change to understand and care much now.
On the other hand i'm kinda disappointed when i always tot the person closer to u isnt at all. Much disappointment. Esp when u hear so much things ard.
Real real disappointment and then it seems like just a hi-bye friend tt's all
Whenever u lose something u gain something, u can never have both side of the world.
I'm glad somehow there is still someone who stil cared.
1/12/2010 07:11:00 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Hurrays!
SPINNOVEX 2010 HAS FINALLY END
it was hell, esp having to wake up at 6 every morning, guarding the booth. When alone. And den wait til 5pm.
AND most of all, cant even spend time with khim cus he has lesson daily !
But still thanks to Ame for coming down everyday, acc me and bec as well.
Khim coming down to acc me.
Appreciated!
If nt i guess i had died cus of boredom and lonliness.
Alright, alt we din get any awards. it was still a great experience. It has not end yet, report coming up.
I wish time flies, exams comes, graduation and tt's the end of poly life.
FYP report gonna be another challenge again. Jiayous !
Anyway, the past few days was just spent with khim after Spinnovex, best of all we went to Ikea to had salmon and meatballs !
Alt i had to bear through the crowds and long rides home alone and most of all missed my 7pm drama. Well.. worth it.
Yday after everything we had Seoul Garden with his parents. Ultra wrong choice, i had nvr liked seoul garden. We smelled like bbq from top to toe. i cldnt stand that stench. We headed back to baby's place and showered. i was dead tired out for the whole four days.
Reached hm only after 12am.
Today was jus drivin after damn long 2mths.
khim drove us to paya lebar to shop while he when sitting ard to rest. Thanks baby!
oh well i still miss spending time with him.
After dnr at geylang with my family, we parted :(
Dinner was great, beef hor fun, oyster , frog leg, Splendid !
1/10/2010 09:26:00 PM
First post of 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
was so lazy to update so this gonna be a long long post.
New year's Eve khim and I brought the dear gal to
east coast park, prepared pasta and we ate by the sea. However, we are always unlucky as it started pouring. And each time we go to East coast it wil pour.
Headed back to wash up and everything and then back to khim's place. We watched tv, played ard, and headed out for dinner at 515A :) We had
crab, snow fish and others. It was a a satisfying meal ! But we will so full and bloated bcus his parents cldnt eat much of crab.
we were supposed to prepare to head out for fireworks, but heard the traffic was horrible and being a impatient person i cant stand being i n jams for long. So, we went to
East Coast ( Yes, again ! ) Hk cafe to meet van,sa and dan. BUT before we cld reach, the traffic there was even horrible. It was all jammed up and to find a parking lot was even worst. I was so pissed off ! We ended up counting down just right after we got off the car.
The night after that was even worst, we had a quarrel, a big fight, about something so ridiculous. But it was something real bad that i felt hurt bcus he showed his temper at me. We were both at huge fault. we ended the night only at
4am.Having to get up early the next morning was even torture, waited for parents to pick us up and headed in to
malaysia. Went to the new jusco again, had my hair trimmed this time. Khim gt himself 2 Levi's Top for CNY which costed
300rm.
Dinner was at the
kelong with delicious seafood again. My tummy is getting wider i knw, have been having
seafood, crabs for 2 days. Suppers since christmas daily. I really need to shed those kilos.
On saturday, we went for his family BBQ gathering and again we ate non-stop !
i feel so guilty and sinful on all this food.
ARGH.
03.01.10 Happy 32 MTHSARY honey ! :)
Khim went for wedding lunch, early morning me and sis finally went to get our
jab. Eventually due to some reasons, it was unsure whether sis is able to proceed with it. So we delayed for quite some time. The side effects was horrible, arms was sore and painful. I went for my massage and headed to meet khim. I wasnt feeling very good and was having a bad temper.
we caught
Alvin and The chipmunks at PS again :)) Went to city square and had our dinner. Again, we ate sooo MUCH !
Time flies, it has been 32 mths. So unbelievable. we had been through so much, and it wasnt easy for us to get through it all. After so much we cld still hold on tightly. It's really amazing.
Alt the road ahead is long and tough, but being clear of what we want. I'm sure we are able to hold on tight and walk through the journey together.
i'm grateful that i have him in my life always holding on to me. And most importantly to accept me for who i am, being so spoilt and pampered, and of course my bad temper. It wasnt easy, he always say how bad my temper is and yes childish. But stil he cld accept me for who i am, cont to love and care unconditionally for me.
Both of our temper are just so equally bad but we cld still leave that aside and love each other. It wasnt easy at all.
It was always that warmth he gave me, the arms that he always hold me through and something that i can never ever find. To make me feel safe, with him i no longer become afraid of anything bcus i knw he will always reach out to protect me first
I hope know we will hold on stronger and fight through the end :))
Bcus the love and strong bond we had was never easy.
Thanks for everything
I love you baby
the dearest gal
Just all for you
My 2010 resolutions?
For once this year i had none !
Perhaps....
1) get my driving license SOON ( i have been delaying for ages)
2) Get into SIM successfully
3) A wonderful 21st celebration with all my loves ones
4) Plan well for our 2011
5) A lovely 3yrs anni
6) Understand baby MOREE
7) Be a better matured gf ( BUT FIRST U HAVE TO BE ONE :) )
8) Stay home more often ( I try)
9) Quickly get a job for 5mths before Uni
10) Earn enough money to bring my boy on the cruise by end of this year
Spinnovex is coming, it sucks ! Being so stressful and rushed :(
Khim's having lesson every single night till sat, Spinnovex end on Sat night.
SOOO... Absence makes the heart founder ! :))
i'm feeling upset bcus daddy is leaving for cambodia next week ! And away for a week.
AND this time it feels even worst then khim leaving for Penang.
I wonder how am i gonna survive without daddy being ard..
NOW i'm starting to feel so so painful and tears welding up :(
Last time when daddy goes to KL only for 1day i cried like baby, what about this time :(((((
Can daddy don go pls :'(
O MY GOODNESS
My throat is acting up again, having very severe sore throat. Mum said it must be some allery that my body is weak so whenever something trigger it start acting up. BUT i have been resting well. Baby said i have been slping too late :(
It must have been stress :(
i'm feeling so damn stressed up, everything is crashing down. Leaving aside FYP yet ! OH MY! every single day is packed fully.
Falling sick is the last thing i wish for.
But its giving me trouble nw :(
Sighh sighh sighh
PBIL, 3 to complete. Fcuking Fcuking Stress up
One job intv and meeting to come up for CSW
Exams coming, less than 2weeks, first PAPER !
CNY and then 2 more paper.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yday was wonderful day out with honey! he came to sch to pick me and we head down ti Changi Airport for Popeyes ! we set aside only 30bucks for the whole day :) So.. the games started. we hang ard, cam whore and headed down to Tampinese for our Mee Sua and Pork bun. we nearly over use our budget bcus we spend freaking 7bucks for 4 tiny chocos ! Crazy.
It was just a simple day out but it was so relaxing leaving aside all those workloads.
Adding on we quarrelled on sunday again and it was all bcus of spending time with our parents.
Someone said we are xin fu de and it looks so silly to quarrel over this.
well...
Again last night we had arguement about our families again, after marriage and stuffs.
Thinking back, it feels kinda warm.
2011 :))
1/26/2010 09:30:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Good enough, i knw you well.
Expected.
1/24/2010 05:12:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
how to keep it going on
how to ever keep a relationship working on.
Friends ard me are always complaining and stressing about single and those attached need nt worry about all this.
But, don they knw that to keep a r/s moving on isn't as easy?
Esp when that r/s has been moving on for long.
Sigh.
the outer always seems so beautiful but deep in it always leave me thinking and feeling that things are just falling apart.
When the other party doesn't even bother bout spicing and improving things.
It feels rather upsetting
But still I had to live with it and move on.
Sigh.
When u knw busy days are ahead you long even more to spend all free time tgt.
Labels: to fall asleep in yr arms every night
1/23/2010 05:52:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Things to do.
i have freaking so many things piling up and to-do list.
1) Book manicure pedicure
2) Get another set clothes for new year
3) Prolly another pair of shoe?
4) A new bag, maybe?
5) Book appointment for all my waxing
6) Book appointment for my brow threading
7) Get baby his new year boxers
8) Pay my freaking EX bills !
9) Spring cleaning
Sch work all to be clear all before CNY and all the dreadful reports :( sucks big time, after cny week is final year exam and the last exam of my poly life ! *yipee!*
Anywa some little updatess, last sun was Jan 21st bday, 1st 21st of the year. It was mad fun! Yet tiring, spring cleaning since early morning. Met baby and headed to Gombak, jy picked us and we went to collect the "weight of a laptop" cake.
we prepared the bbq items and started bbq. It was delicious and fun ! Esp we were al drinking, XO, Jack Daniel.
Fondue even loves after bbq!
K-singing.
Counting down to 12am
Eating of cake.
Ultra huge that jan had to finished 1/4 of it
Played indian pokers and drink.
Mad cold.
Some were drunk here and there..
cldnt take the coldness, baby & i left to cab home. Dead tired, concast till next morning for Grandma's lunch.
Lunch was alright, first time bf meeting dad's side. Kinda awkward. It must have been real terrible for honey. Hope he felt alright. Perhaps after another few warm-up session would be better. Await for CNY then :))
With lots and lots of hongbao :)) Baby yeah ?? Promise to bring each other ard alright.
HUAT!
Life getting tougher with graduation and den applying for uni. Seems tough. Oh well.
Family nt getting any better esp handful sister giving nth but trouble.
Cant seems to communicate. Still hot and cold.
Bf as well, i cant seems to talk seriously with him. We cant seems to have any heart-to-heart talk.
why isit he doesnt shows and tell me how he feels or rather assure me my importance in his life, and how much i mean to him ?
why.why.why.why.why.
:(
i do feel care and love, BUT i needa knw hw much i mean to you esp in yr life.
MR.Boyfriend?
i wish i had this much of moneyy$$$$$
1/21/2010 08:49:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
15 Golden Fengshui tips to understanding woman ( very accurate)
From
www.fengshuiqueen.com“A successful woman do not need a man”
1)When a woman says “no” she means “yes” as she is shy to say so.
2) When a woman gets angry it is better to leave her alone for a while.
3) Always apologise to a woman even if she is in the wrong and you will be alright.
4) Every woman wants to look beautiful, so praise her.
5) Be sensitive to her needs. Ask her has she taken her dinner.
6) Be sensitive to her new clothes, make up etc and she will appreciate that you care for her every day. Do not take her love for granted.
7) When a woman is in love, it shows in her eyes and smile.
8) When a woman shops, do not accompany her, unless you have the time.
9) If you buy her a most precious gift that she really like, she will appreciate you forever.
10) A woman is usually very sensitive and emotional while a man is usually not. This is because the ying and yang are not balanced. And that is why they attract.
11) When a woman is angry, she expects you to know it. So pretend !
12) A woman loves it when you show that you remember her birthday.
13) A woman loves it when you say “I love you” many times a month. Men usually take it for granted. But to a woman, speech counts not just action.
14) A woman can give you everything when she really loves you. But please do not exploit this weakness in a woman.
15) A shy man will never win a fair woman’s heart. So please tell a woman as she might be waiting for you to call or to tell her the three little words.
1/18/2010 07:56:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
its just another test
The best part of after every quarrel is making up.
But thinking back on the nonsense that we jus fight and be unhappy about is just isnt worth it.
fighting and quarreling early in the morning seriously is a bad start. Tell me if i'm being unreasonable or what. Every weekdays are just so busy for you rushing for classes and trainings. All we spend time is just after school, that very short few hrs and u rush off.
Why does it always have to be you leaving halfway or always just that very few hrs u give me.
And if dad was to ask me where are u going after Grandma's lunch, do i have to tell him u need to go home to look after yr dog ?
Its so tough on you to acc me for shopping with my parents? Den how long have we not been goin to town, or catching a movie. Ever since, all we does spent time is nth much but being home or dinner with yr parents. But yet always wanting you to eat or spend time with my parents its like something so tough.
alt i do whine complain of always being home and jus spending time with yr parents .. But yet each time u ask for me to look for u at home .. i don make any noise but go over.
Yeah, i feel so upset each time u jus ask me why isit whatever u do or don do is wrong. But in the first place, before u even agree or say anything ? did u just even thought of me ?
i knw u must have been elated tt u neednt have to go walking ard with my family and that was a great excuse because yr mom told u to.
Its very much upset that u don even bother about me feeling anything.
i knw u are tired, i am tired too.
This few days have been over just the same issue of spending time tgt and nth else but spending time. Back to the same that its always forever just ME wanting to spend time and asking for more.
I knw everything there is always Give & Take.
cal me spoilt or pampered or whatever, i don care. i knw i have been always wanting this and that my way. BUT didnt i nt give to ?
Isnt it fair that we spent equal time with our family ?
Isnt it what we are suppose to do tgt?
Isnt it that we shld put each other in good books to our family?
Our temper always caused us to quarrel more, but, i knw unlike you i have been always losing my temper but no one likes being told what to do. No one likes being walked off. I knw i do that all the time and u always get mad at it. But today the one who walked off was you, the one who said to go was also you. That was what made me so much madder.
i apologize that i gave you cold shoulder through out the journey out. And whenever after quarrels you are always the one who make it up by showering me with love.
But its been long since i have heard you said sorry.
Appreciation and owning to mistakes is always what that makes one another feels better.
the very least, i'm glad tt we knw how much we care and love each other and always saving the best for each other.
i keep wondering was it ever a wrong thing to bring baby for today Grandma's lunch. bcus of how conservative they are. After so long, finally, dad's side have all knw baby.
I hope it has been a right decision
1/17/2010 05:38:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
You make me feel how hypocrite you are.
I cant believe a person can just change and all along for 7years i was all wrong about you.
Somehow it seems that to act as though a friend like you hadnt exists would b best.
Or perhaps someone just hi-bye.
1/15/2010 10:55:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
very so no happy.
Again. I don likes it when baby has early training ONCE again :(
Fri 6am-8am
Sat 6am-4pm
Sat pissed me off the most !
When he is tired out, he will be in super damn bad mood and easily irritated.
Sat we still have to stayover at Jieyu's place for Jan's bday celebration
And den sun Grandma bday lunch.
So no happy with sat, abit too exaggerating right ?
are they superman or something ??
Main point : when he is tired, he is a total different person. A crappy mega bad temper and sensitive irritation
SUCKS
1/14/2010 10:27:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
In your eyes
吃醋 撒娇 生气 耍赖 是你的专利 让你来
疼我 爱我 让我 喂我 这些小事情 让你来
只要 让我(你)愉快 就算耍冷
下不了台我全都愿意 都是因为爱
1/14/2010 04:38:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
what are friends ?
What are friends ? or rather what are true friends ?
someone ask me today, who are u closer to.
Ame or Reb?
SOMEHOW this caught me ..
Bcus things have change so much.
A friend to me is someone who would care for you and understand u.
And yes,everyone changes so much.
I'm glad that bec has change to understand and care much now.
On the other hand i'm kinda disappointed when i always tot the person closer to u isnt at all. Much disappointment. Esp when u hear so much things ard.
Real real disappointment and then it seems like just a hi-bye friend tt's all
Whenever u lose something u gain something, u can never have both side of the world.
I'm glad somehow there is still someone who stil cared.
1/12/2010 07:11:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Hurrays!
SPINNOVEX 2010 HAS FINALLY END
it was hell, esp having to wake up at 6 every morning, guarding the booth. When alone. And den wait til 5pm.
AND most of all, cant even spend time with khim cus he has lesson daily !
But still thanks to Ame for coming down everyday, acc me and bec as well.
Khim coming down to acc me.
Appreciated!
If nt i guess i had died cus of boredom and lonliness.
Alright, alt we din get any awards. it was still a great experience. It has not end yet, report coming up.
I wish time flies, exams comes, graduation and tt's the end of poly life.
FYP report gonna be another challenge again. Jiayous !
Anyway, the past few days was just spent with khim after Spinnovex, best of all we went to Ikea to had salmon and meatballs !
Alt i had to bear through the crowds and long rides home alone and most of all missed my 7pm drama. Well.. worth it.
Yday after everything we had Seoul Garden with his parents. Ultra wrong choice, i had nvr liked seoul garden. We smelled like bbq from top to toe. i cldnt stand that stench. We headed back to baby's place and showered. i was dead tired out for the whole four days.
Reached hm only after 12am.
Today was jus drivin after damn long 2mths.
khim drove us to paya lebar to shop while he when sitting ard to rest. Thanks baby!
oh well i still miss spending time with him.
After dnr at geylang with my family, we parted :(
Dinner was great, beef hor fun, oyster , frog leg, Splendid !
1/10/2010 09:26:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
First post of 2010
was so lazy to update so this gonna be a long long post.
New year's Eve khim and I brought the dear gal to
east coast park, prepared pasta and we ate by the sea. However, we are always unlucky as it started pouring. And each time we go to East coast it wil pour.
Headed back to wash up and everything and then back to khim's place. We watched tv, played ard, and headed out for dinner at 515A :) We had
crab, snow fish and others. It was a a satisfying meal ! But we will so full and bloated bcus his parents cldnt eat much of crab.
we were supposed to prepare to head out for fireworks, but heard the traffic was horrible and being a impatient person i cant stand being i n jams for long. So, we went to
East Coast ( Yes, again ! ) Hk cafe to meet van,sa and dan. BUT before we cld reach, the traffic there was even horrible. It was all jammed up and to find a parking lot was even worst. I was so pissed off ! We ended up counting down just right after we got off the car.
The night after that was even worst, we had a quarrel, a big fight, about something so ridiculous. But it was something real bad that i felt hurt bcus he showed his temper at me. We were both at huge fault. we ended the night only at
4am.Having to get up early the next morning was even torture, waited for parents to pick us up and headed in to
malaysia. Went to the new jusco again, had my hair trimmed this time. Khim gt himself 2 Levi's Top for CNY which costed
300rm.
Dinner was at the
kelong with delicious seafood again. My tummy is getting wider i knw, have been having
seafood, crabs for 2 days. Suppers since christmas daily. I really need to shed those kilos.
On saturday, we went for his family BBQ gathering and again we ate non-stop !
i feel so guilty and sinful on all this food.
ARGH.
03.01.10 Happy 32 MTHSARY honey ! :)
Khim went for wedding lunch, early morning me and sis finally went to get our
jab. Eventually due to some reasons, it was unsure whether sis is able to proceed with it. So we delayed for quite some time. The side effects was horrible, arms was sore and painful. I went for my massage and headed to meet khim. I wasnt feeling very good and was having a bad temper.
we caught
Alvin and The chipmunks at PS again :)) Went to city square and had our dinner. Again, we ate sooo MUCH !
Time flies, it has been 32 mths. So unbelievable. we had been through so much, and it wasnt easy for us to get through it all. After so much we cld still hold on tightly. It's really amazing.
Alt the road ahead is long and tough, but being clear of what we want. I'm sure we are able to hold on tight and walk through the journey together.
i'm grateful that i have him in my life always holding on to me. And most importantly to accept me for who i am, being so spoilt and pampered, and of course my bad temper. It wasnt easy, he always say how bad my temper is and yes childish. But stil he cld accept me for who i am, cont to love and care unconditionally for me.
Both of our temper are just so equally bad but we cld still leave that aside and love each other. It wasnt easy at all.
It was always that warmth he gave me, the arms that he always hold me through and something that i can never ever find. To make me feel safe, with him i no longer become afraid of anything bcus i knw he will always reach out to protect me first
I hope know we will hold on stronger and fight through the end :))
Bcus the love and strong bond we had was never easy.
Thanks for everything
I love you baby
the dearest gal
Just all for you
My 2010 resolutions?
For once this year i had none !
Perhaps....
1) get my driving license SOON ( i have been delaying for ages)
2) Get into SIM successfully
3) A wonderful 21st celebration with all my loves ones
4) Plan well for our 2011
5) A lovely 3yrs anni
6) Understand baby MOREE
7) Be a better matured gf ( BUT FIRST U HAVE TO BE ONE :) )
8) Stay home more often ( I try)
9) Quickly get a job for 5mths before Uni
10) Earn enough money to bring my boy on the cruise by end of this year
Spinnovex is coming, it sucks ! Being so stressful and rushed :(
Khim's having lesson every single night till sat, Spinnovex end on Sat night.
SOOO... Absence makes the heart founder ! :))
i'm feeling upset bcus daddy is leaving for cambodia next week ! And away for a week.
AND this time it feels even worst then khim leaving for Penang.
I wonder how am i gonna survive without daddy being ard..
NOW i'm starting to feel so so painful and tears welding up :(
Last time when daddy goes to KL only for 1day i cried like baby, what about this time :(((((
Can daddy don go pls :'(
//
Out of the darkness and into the sun
the dearest gal
Just all for you 
