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Monday, July 26, 2010
simplicityescape.wordpress.com
Bye blogger.
7/26/2010 10:42:00 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
You are never here when i needed you.
7/22/2010 04:38:00 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
What happens when u miss someone so badly?
I have been dying to see baby just few days ago,
But it all turns out that my misses for him isn't as much as I thought it was
it must have been some disappointment that left me giving up.
Yeah I shld agree that I will wait and nt express it all
7/17/2010 12:17:00 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Instead of treasuring calls and hearing each other voice.
It turns out into a fight.
Its bad enough to be suffering inside and outside.
A fight that we cant do anything.
A fight that we cant solve.
A fight that we cant talk well over it.
It feels terrible.
i'm always not the first that comes into yr mind.
Tonight's gonna a the worst night ever
7/14/2010 10:37:00 PM
Time has been passing extremely slow unlike last week.
It's another 2 full days till it all ends, i know baby is suffering real badly.
I wish it all ends soon for him so he can rest well.
Having to wake up at 5am everyday and then doing all the shit hard work is damn tiring
it wasn't easy for me as well on the first day, without having baby ard, things just doesn't goes right.
Alt I feel upset that I can't talk to him much and his reply are always just few words,
knwing hw extremely tired he is, I really wish time flies now
sighh,
at least i'm glad it isn't something i have to face every week, hope tt this 2days cld pass fast
7/14/2010 09:22:00 PM
Monday, July 12, 2010
i gotta be strong
7/12/2010 08:38:00 PM
time really does flies, before I cld even prepare,
Baby is going for reservice tml.
mixed feelings.
Kinda upset.
I dont knw.
I just feel weird
Without him ard, I knw I'm gonna miss him badly.
Am already now.
bcus past few weeks he has been busy training,
We haven gotten to spend time tgt before tml.
But I'm really happy SIM won the PM cup this year.
you knw that kind of happiness that you just burst into tears,
I knw I'm crazy bcus it has nth to do with me
But I feel it, I don't know why.
I was really nervous and excited about the race,i was screaming away, heart pumping like its gonna drop out.
I really feel damn damn happy for baby,for SIM.
totally no words to describe.
but at every race I'm with baby,i always ponder did he rly do it for me like he always claim?
I always had to remind him of my presence each time.
Its kinda tiring.
Its no joke having to stay the whole day at race site under hot sun all alone.
Yes,all alone.
It isn't fun at all, really boring just sitting there the whole day, you get all sticky dirty and hungry just waiting.
At the end of the day,i get tired of this.
But I know this is being there for baby.
I always wonder how long is this gonna go, after 3yrs already.
Well...
Sigh, 5days without baby.
Really gonna sucks, I'm feeling it already.
Bcus we havent been given a chance to treasure the time before
I really wish I knew what you are thinking and feeling.
7/12/2010 12:07:00 AM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
I wish you really know how much you mean to me.
7/11/2010 11:55:00 PM
7/11/2010 11:55:00 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
School on a saturday morning !
Its CRAP !
i'm having monstrous cramp.
School always seems so far away no matter from home or baby's home :(
3hrs lecture is really tedious !
Now i can stop complaining why is the timetable so Relax with 3hrs lecture a day.
Alt its a waste of time travelling down just for 3hrs.
I see the reason now.
Uni really changes us to be more matured.
I'm hungry for lunch and breakfast.
No food at home.
Boos !
Baby's having race this weekend, thanks to the 12-3 lecture that spoil my saturday
i cant go over to see him.
I shall wait for him at home with his wife (dog) (:
and then give him 100% support for the impt PM Cup tml !
Good luck Hubby (:
7/10/2010 10:20:00 AM
3years
Thursday, July 8, 2010
This how amazing love is isnt it ?
I'm sure everyone wld want to feel again what it feels like to have those heart thumping days once again.
The days where you look into each other eyes, your heart start pumping furiously.
When your lips first met.
When you could laugh at each other.
As time goes by, things changes.
It doesnt feels that way anymore.
Instead it feels like a habit, something that we had alr gotten use to.
I knw its impossible to get those days back again.
It isnt easy to feel each other and know what each other want again.
Instead, as time goes, you need more care, more love, more attention.
Girls nvr can get enough of them but guys just doesnt understand.
Instead they find it demanding and thinks that whatever they have done arnt appreciated or seen.
But does guys ever appreciate what girls have done for them?
No.
Jealousy is because someone mean too much to you.
But seeing your bf bearing his feelings and heart all out to his brothers but yet he cant do it to his gf.
When he get all excited just talking about them.
Each time i cld only just sigh inside.
Stil i feel happy for him.
But its hard knowing your importance and how much you mean to him
He doesnt gets angry, he doesnt gets upset, he doesnt gets worried, he doesnt gets jealous
its tiring, alt i know that you love me you care for me but feeling your importance is just different isnt it ?
7/08/2010 10:08:00 AM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
its always back to the same stupid issue.
Its not whether you do it or not but isit with your sincere HEART.
Fcuk up.
I still don understand at all why,why my own boyfriend cldn pour all his feelings and thoughts so well to all his brothers teammates.
BUT to me ?
And for the sake of just shwing he does still show,he can just do it saying didn't I do it?!
FML.
What is love?!
7/06/2010 09:26:00 PM
38th
Saturday, July 3, 2010
school has started, officially starting next tue.
uni-mates are fun but the sad thing is all those fun ppl arnt from my class.
Till now everyone is all from B and to find anyone from A class is hard !
Don knw i'm unlucky or.
SO i have to go through another friend making session on Tue, SIGH.
it sucks !
bcus everyone is alr in groups from camp, well...
anyway timetable is so relax, i need to hunt for a job soon.
i am bankrupt, gt my july's allowance and then i'm left with nth after paying this and that.
it is THAT BAD.
But who understands and appreciates huh.
me and baby is really gonna feed on grass for the rest of the mth.
Time flies, in another week honey's going for reservice.
1week without him (:
ANYWAY,
HAPPY 38th BABY..
times flies, alt things change like i always sayy !
BUT still i knw that your love for me has nvr change. Thanks for always being there for me, loving me unconditionally. Most impt loving me. I'm always glad that i have you in life and having you is the best thing that ever happen (: its the 3rd but i don have the chance to see baby today :(
7/03/2010 11:11:00 AM
simplicityescape.wordpress.com
Bye blogger.
7/26/2010 10:42:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
You are never here when i needed you.
7/22/2010 04:38:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
What happens when u miss someone so badly?
I have been dying to see baby just few days ago,
But it all turns out that my misses for him isn't as much as I thought it was
it must have been some disappointment that left me giving up.
Yeah I shld agree that I will wait and nt express it all
7/17/2010 12:17:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Instead of treasuring calls and hearing each other voice.
It turns out into a fight.
Its bad enough to be suffering inside and outside.
A fight that we cant do anything.
A fight that we cant solve.
A fight that we cant talk well over it.
It feels terrible.
i'm always not the first that comes into yr mind.
Tonight's gonna a the worst night ever
7/14/2010 10:37:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Time has been passing extremely slow unlike last week.
It's another 2 full days till it all ends, i know baby is suffering real badly.
I wish it all ends soon for him so he can rest well.
Having to wake up at 5am everyday and then doing all the shit hard work is damn tiring
it wasn't easy for me as well on the first day, without having baby ard, things just doesn't goes right.
Alt I feel upset that I can't talk to him much and his reply are always just few words,
knwing hw extremely tired he is, I really wish time flies now
sighh,
at least i'm glad it isn't something i have to face every week, hope tt this 2days cld pass fast
7/14/2010 09:22:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
i gotta be strong
7/12/2010 08:38:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
time really does flies, before I cld even prepare,
Baby is going for reservice tml.
mixed feelings.
Kinda upset.
I dont knw.
I just feel weird
Without him ard, I knw I'm gonna miss him badly.
Am already now.
bcus past few weeks he has been busy training,
We haven gotten to spend time tgt before tml.
But I'm really happy SIM won the PM cup this year.
you knw that kind of happiness that you just burst into tears,
I knw I'm crazy bcus it has nth to do with me
But I feel it, I don't know why.
I was really nervous and excited about the race,i was screaming away, heart pumping like its gonna drop out.
I really feel damn damn happy for baby,for SIM.
totally no words to describe.
but at every race I'm with baby,i always ponder did he rly do it for me like he always claim?
I always had to remind him of my presence each time.
Its kinda tiring.
Its no joke having to stay the whole day at race site under hot sun all alone.
Yes,all alone.
It isn't fun at all, really boring just sitting there the whole day, you get all sticky dirty and hungry just waiting.
At the end of the day,i get tired of this.
But I know this is being there for baby.
I always wonder how long is this gonna go, after 3yrs already.
Well...
Sigh, 5days without baby.
Really gonna sucks, I'm feeling it already.
Bcus we havent been given a chance to treasure the time before
I really wish I knew what you are thinking and feeling.
7/12/2010 12:07:00 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I wish you really know how much you mean to me.
7/11/2010 11:55:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
7/11/2010 11:55:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
School on a saturday morning !
Its CRAP !
i'm having monstrous cramp.
School always seems so far away no matter from home or baby's home :(
3hrs lecture is really tedious !
Now i can stop complaining why is the timetable so Relax with 3hrs lecture a day.
Alt its a waste of time travelling down just for 3hrs.
I see the reason now.
Uni really changes us to be more matured.
I'm hungry for lunch and breakfast.
No food at home.
Boos !
Baby's having race this weekend, thanks to the 12-3 lecture that spoil my saturday
i cant go over to see him.
I shall wait for him at home with his wife (dog) (:
and then give him 100% support for the impt PM Cup tml !
Good luck Hubby (:
7/10/2010 10:20:00 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
3years
This how amazing love is isnt it ?
I'm sure everyone wld want to feel again what it feels like to have those heart thumping days once again.
The days where you look into each other eyes, your heart start pumping furiously.
When your lips first met.
When you could laugh at each other.
As time goes by, things changes.
It doesnt feels that way anymore.
Instead it feels like a habit, something that we had alr gotten use to.
I knw its impossible to get those days back again.
It isnt easy to feel each other and know what each other want again.
Instead, as time goes, you need more care, more love, more attention.
Girls nvr can get enough of them but guys just doesnt understand.
Instead they find it demanding and thinks that whatever they have done arnt appreciated or seen.
But does guys ever appreciate what girls have done for them?
No.
Jealousy is because someone mean too much to you.
But seeing your bf bearing his feelings and heart all out to his brothers but yet he cant do it to his gf.
When he get all excited just talking about them.
Each time i cld only just sigh inside.
Stil i feel happy for him.
But its hard knowing your importance and how much you mean to him
He doesnt gets angry, he doesnt gets upset, he doesnt gets worried, he doesnt gets jealous
its tiring, alt i know that you love me you care for me but feeling your importance is just different isnt it ?
7/08/2010 10:08:00 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
its always back to the same stupid issue.
Its not whether you do it or not but isit with your sincere HEART.
Fcuk up.
I still don understand at all why,why my own boyfriend cldn pour all his feelings and thoughts so well to all his brothers teammates.
BUT to me ?
And for the sake of just shwing he does still show,he can just do it saying didn't I do it?!
FML.
What is love?!
7/06/2010 09:26:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
38th
school has started, officially starting next tue.
uni-mates are fun but the sad thing is all those fun ppl arnt from my class.
Till now everyone is all from B and to find anyone from A class is hard !
Don knw i'm unlucky or.
SO i have to go through another friend making session on Tue, SIGH.
it sucks !
bcus everyone is alr in groups from camp, well...
anyway timetable is so relax, i need to hunt for a job soon.
i am bankrupt, gt my july's allowance and then i'm left with nth after paying this and that.
it is THAT BAD.
But who understands and appreciates huh.
me and baby is really gonna feed on grass for the rest of the mth.
Time flies, in another week honey's going for reservice.
1week without him (:
ANYWAY,
HAPPY 38th BABY..
times flies, alt things change like i always sayy !
BUT still i knw that your love for me has nvr change. Thanks for always being there for me, loving me unconditionally. Most impt loving me. I'm always glad that i have you in life and having you is the best thing that ever happen (: its the 3rd but i don have the chance to see baby today :(
7/03/2010 11:11:00 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
This how amazing love is isnt it ?
