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monday blues.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
i'm smelling monday blues already.
it's horrible having to face monday blues.
I guess only working life faces so bad monday blues, schooling monday blues wasnt as bad.
i just have to keep reminding myself its just 2weeks,its gonna pass real SOON.
JIAYOUS mar!
AND ITS JUNE !
where the boyfriend gets so extra BUSY with never ending training days.
it sucks once again.
But i can only give him the support right? :(
Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.i'm alr missing the time spend tgt, adding on work life is gonna pull us far apart.
but despite the time we have spend tgt still sucks.
Bcus all i cld see was a tired face looking at me, falling asleep every sec.
Sigh.
could this month of june just fly pass as quickly as it could?
i don wanna get tired of it.
Hopefully we are able to go for a day spa trip at batam to relax ourselves.
And plan for phuket trip TOGETHER, i'm getting sick.
ARGH!
5/30/2010 09:12:00 PM
If I say I'm feeling nth at all,it's a total lie.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way
I can't seems to get it off my mind and go to sleep. It's freaking 230am now
because I love you, I care and I mind
this isn't about trust.
I'm sure you will know how it feels if you were in my shoes.
To think you didn't even thought about me when u made that decision
plain jealousy, insecurity. Nothing to do with trust at all
But,
L. O. V. E
5/30/2010 02:19:00 AM
time flies
Saturday, May 29, 2010
When i was all excited and anticipated about Redang trip,
i keep telling myself for time to slow down 1week before Redang.
no matter how bad how horrible work was, still i wished time to slow down.
However when the day came,
time flies.
But i'm proud that i actually had treasured and cherished the time over there.
Saturday night, went over to Grandma's to had dinner.
After dinner dad drove me to Golden Mile complex, and there was baby's parents.
It was awkard for me, and i was kinda nervous.
And that very
nice irresponsible boyfriend just left me all alone facing the parents.
Phew, glad it came out pretty fine.
The bus journey there was horrible, esp those tiny dark road where you totally cant see any of those oncoming vehicles.
Luckily i was falling asleep here and there.
(DAY 1)
we waited for an hour more for the ferry and another hr for the journey.
Checked in to our resort after briefing and settling down.
we were starving like mad, washed up and headed st8 to the restaurant.
we had a spread over our tables for every meals, that explains why i put on 1kg back there.
After lunch we went to momo tea inn, and then prepared for snokeling time
It was deep sea snokeling, kinda scary in the beginning esp when all the thousands of fishes are surrounding you.
after snokeling me and baby got alil dizzy spells.
we had our wonderful dnr after shower, and had our massage.
Live bands, beers, stroll by the beach.
our bus
No matter how tough we will always hold tight and walk down the road made for us
our belongings
check out the spread of food
(DAY2)
We had a hard time getting B&C up.
Had to had early breakfast and go for 930 time to "snokel-ling"
2nd snokel was at marine park, we had underwater photo taking.
Poor darling got a small cut from the corals.
Baby was all along holding on to me making sure my legs were afloat bcus i was afraid of the corals.
it was really sweet and nice of him despite him being very tough having to hold on to me.
after 2 snokels i had alr gotten use and started loving it !
The boat ride to and fro was great bcus we all 4 lied on the back of the boat to sun tan.
loooking at the beautiful sceneries with the sun shining on you, holding on to your love ones.
it felt really great.
we headed back for a dip, baby and i headed to the beach.
It was real beautiful with clear water, fine sands, fishes swimming ard you.
i couldnt stop getting that image of my mind.
We headed for lunch, momo tea inn, ice creams, strolls, cam whore, massage booking.
Headed to change and then headed to the beach.
Gosh, it was so relaxing while snokeling seeing those fishes swimming pass you grabbing breads.
it was then i realise this trip is gonna end.
The night was short, we went for massage again, had yummilicious seafood by the beach with beers.
lie down on the chairs and enjoy the breeze and stars.
Headed back to wash up, was too tired that i fell asleep first.
Without you, the trip wouldnt be perfect
because you will always hold me through
time for lunch!
we will always slow down our pace for each other
dinner time !
stupid "tik tok" right outside our toilet window,
local insect who BITES and goes tik tok tik tok in the dark
2nd massage place
(DAY 3)
we woke up LATE and had to rushed for breakfast check out and our ferry.
goodbye wonderful breakfast who always made my day
goodbye healthy delicious bread
goodbye my fav jam
Goodbye beautiful beach
Goodbye Redang
we will be back next year :(
Ever since i came back i was crazy, i guess i'm obsessed over Redang. The life there was so carefree, i got to put aside all troubles and stress and i cant believe i actually forgot about my whole life, who i was and etc. It was really so carefree. The moment i touch down in singapore, i felt all stress rushing through my brain.
It was a horrible feeling.
i'm still suffering for post-redang-blues now.
i need a miracle remedy.
Monday, May 17, 2010
its true that as the years goes by, relationships and the love tends to gets bland.
Or rather u get tired or irritated over the other party.
I don deny it does happens to me.
Yes,i do get very irritated or rather feels sick.
I do admit it to khim so that things will start moving on even better.
I'm sure his starting to gets tired or irritated with me, I could see the ways he talks to me now.
he doesn't bothers about my msges on fb, he can comments on everyones wall but not mine. Rather being unappreciative demoralize someone further.
So nw even to bother to comment on his wall makes me think twice, why do I even bother to comment when he doesn't even appreciates or even bother to read?
Well,it really makes me even irritated.
I'm glad tt he knws tt I'm feeling irritated with his actions and words.
And hw things shld be spicing up to have the "glow" seen rather then the routine of "everything" (he shld knw what else I shld mean)
I appreciate the fact that he always trys to make me smile and shower me with the never ending love and care.
But its always too late to be there when you then realise I'm there.
Somehow being able to feel all this is a wonderful thing, bcus you know that you still love and care for this love and want to make it better
I always believe we would make it through everything because this beautiful love was made for us.
all we have to do is put in that tiny effort, things will eventually gets better and glows beautifully.
5/17/2010 11:47:00 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
i'm blessed i have someone who showers me with never ending love and care.
At times where bad thoughts flow through, i keep reminding of those things u have done for me.
having you was the best gift ever.
....................
Anway,
baby got me the polaroid as a gift for us to snap memories down, a gift for our 3rd anniversary.
Ppl who got envy went to told her bf and then the bf called baby up to scold him for buying it.
And what does baby getting it for me got to do with him .
SOO in the end you too went to get for yr spoilt gf.
it was something memorable and special for us, something baby had done surprising me.
and then it turns out that this special gift for us has been spoilt.
...............
Kinda pissed off but i shant be bothered, like baby says in the future its him tt is gonna suffer not us.
5/16/2010 10:28:00 PM
time is flying rapidly now.
The weekends are over, monday is here again. 3more days of work.
Time slow down now pls, redang is coming i dont want it to just fly pass
So pls pls start slowing down now :(
chalet was a blast ! It was real tiring.
Baby & i left on the 2nd night to pick sis from the airport home.
we were dead tired and woke up at 230pm with a shock.
i'm gonna have a hard time going to bed now.
monday blues is here alr.
5/16/2010 10:20:00 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
5/13/2010 11:27:00 PM
haven been blogging much.
Have been working is a horrible company with that tiny weeny miserable pay
thanks that next wed is the last day of work.
But glad that i had wonderful colleagues, shenn another part timer is helpful.
Alt she's younger then me by a year but somehow she's the one taking care of me at times.
Hahas, 3days left to treasure the time left with shenn and lauryn.
I wish we cld all keep in contact still and with xiaohui !
I'm gonna miss gossiping, chit chatting with them cause we could chat anything under the sky!
alt i'm working but i'm still so broke i dont knw why.
Big sum to chalet and then having lunch in town is such a killer.
argghhhh :(
Can i have a 30k job a mth too?
5/13/2010 11:12:00 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
i need that comfort, that assurance
5/10/2010 10:18:00 PM
what the fcuk have i done wrong to deserve all this shit in my life.
First the nvr ending family issues.
Then, why am i in this world when i'm not even welcome.
i'm feeling bad enough after the quarrel yday.
Everything and all the blame are just all put on me.
and now you have to throw yr damn temper on me.
and throw all damn excuses at me.
ENOUGH.
i'm tired enough.
i need a damn break.
5/10/2010 08:29:00 PM
3years.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Cant believe it's gonna be 3years tml, 3 YEARS !
time flies and it had been a tough journey to get so far.
From the day we got together had been so memorable, to remise the time we use to had, the first date, first hug, first kiss, all the first we had.
It isnt easy to remember those days.
But still i remind myself of the beautiful days we used to had.
As well as the tough times we had brave through.
Till now i still cant believe how time flies and its our 3rd year tgt already.
I'm happy with the way we are, the things we are going through, the promises we have shared.
And how we always handle things together, be it good or bad times.
we are always there for each other.
And that is how love shld be isnt it ?
i appreciate for all that khim had done for me, how he has change for the better since the past just for me.
How he has learn to appreciate, care and love for me even more.
Although we are always squabbling, i'm always nagging, screaming, scolding him for all his selfishness.
Still deep down, most of the time he does puts me first.
It's like watching him 3years ago turning into a man alt still sometimes his like a big baby.
All i know each time tough things gets me down, i flood myself with all the things he had done for me and the tough times we have been through.
I'm proud that we have come this far and the future we have ahead.
So, we have to continue working harder for the future baby.
I'm blessed i have you in my life, and i love you <3
Advance,
Happy 3 years Anniversary & 36 monthsary to you baby !
5/02/2010 03:38:00 PM
monday blues.
i'm smelling monday blues already.
it's horrible having to face monday blues.
I guess only working life faces so bad monday blues, schooling monday blues wasnt as bad.
i just have to keep reminding myself its just 2weeks,its gonna pass real SOON.
JIAYOUS mar!
AND ITS JUNE !
where the boyfriend gets so extra BUSY with never ending training days.
it sucks once again.
But i can only give him the support right? :(
Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.i'm alr missing the time spend tgt, adding on work life is gonna pull us far apart.
but despite the time we have spend tgt still sucks.
Bcus all i cld see was a tired face looking at me, falling asleep every sec.
Sigh.
could this month of june just fly pass as quickly as it could?
i don wanna get tired of it.
Hopefully we are able to go for a day spa trip at batam to relax ourselves.
And plan for phuket trip TOGETHER, i'm getting sick.
ARGH!
5/30/2010 09:12:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
If I say I'm feeling nth at all,it's a total lie.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way
I can't seems to get it off my mind and go to sleep. It's freaking 230am now
because I love you, I care and I mind
this isn't about trust.
I'm sure you will know how it feels if you were in my shoes.
To think you didn't even thought about me when u made that decision
plain jealousy, insecurity. Nothing to do with trust at all
But,
L. O. V. E
5/30/2010 02:19:00 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
time flies
When i was all excited and anticipated about Redang trip,
i keep telling myself for time to slow down 1week before Redang.
no matter how bad how horrible work was, still i wished time to slow down.
However when the day came,
time flies.
But i'm proud that i actually had treasured and cherished the time over there.
Saturday night, went over to Grandma's to had dinner.
After dinner dad drove me to Golden Mile complex, and there was baby's parents.
It was awkard for me, and i was kinda nervous.
And that very
nice irresponsible boyfriend just left me all alone facing the parents.
Phew, glad it came out pretty fine.
The bus journey there was horrible, esp those tiny dark road where you totally cant see any of those oncoming vehicles.
Luckily i was falling asleep here and there.
(DAY 1)
we waited for an hour more for the ferry and another hr for the journey.
Checked in to our resort after briefing and settling down.
we were starving like mad, washed up and headed st8 to the restaurant.
we had a spread over our tables for every meals, that explains why i put on 1kg back there.
After lunch we went to momo tea inn, and then prepared for snokeling time
It was deep sea snokeling, kinda scary in the beginning esp when all the thousands of fishes are surrounding you.
after snokeling me and baby got alil dizzy spells.
we had our wonderful dnr after shower, and had our massage.
Live bands, beers, stroll by the beach.
our bus
No matter how tough we will always hold tight and walk down the road made for us
our belongings
check out the spread of food
(DAY2)
We had a hard time getting B&C up.
Had to had early breakfast and go for 930 time to "snokel-ling"
2nd snokel was at marine park, we had underwater photo taking.
Poor darling got a small cut from the corals.
Baby was all along holding on to me making sure my legs were afloat bcus i was afraid of the corals.
it was really sweet and nice of him despite him being very tough having to hold on to me.
after 2 snokels i had alr gotten use and started loving it !
The boat ride to and fro was great bcus we all 4 lied on the back of the boat to sun tan.
loooking at the beautiful sceneries with the sun shining on you, holding on to your love ones.
it felt really great.
we headed back for a dip, baby and i headed to the beach.
It was real beautiful with clear water, fine sands, fishes swimming ard you.
i couldnt stop getting that image of my mind.
We headed for lunch, momo tea inn, ice creams, strolls, cam whore, massage booking.
Headed to change and then headed to the beach.
Gosh, it was so relaxing while snokeling seeing those fishes swimming pass you grabbing breads.
it was then i realise this trip is gonna end.
The night was short, we went for massage again, had yummilicious seafood by the beach with beers.
lie down on the chairs and enjoy the breeze and stars.
Headed back to wash up, was too tired that i fell asleep first.
Without you, the trip wouldnt be perfect
because you will always hold me through
time for lunch!
we will always slow down our pace for each other
dinner time !
stupid "tik tok" right outside our toilet window,
local insect who BITES and goes tik tok tik tok in the dark
2nd massage place
(DAY 3)
we woke up LATE and had to rushed for breakfast check out and our ferry.
goodbye wonderful breakfast who always made my day
goodbye healthy delicious bread
goodbye my fav jam
Goodbye beautiful beach
Goodbye Redang
we will be back next year :(
Ever since i came back i was crazy, i guess i'm obsessed over Redang. The life there was so carefree, i got to put aside all troubles and stress and i cant believe i actually forgot about my whole life, who i was and etc. It was really so carefree. The moment i touch down in singapore, i felt all stress rushing through my brain.
It was a horrible feeling.
i'm still suffering for post-redang-blues now.
i need a miracle remedy.
//
Out of the darkness and into the sun
its true that as the years goes by, relationships and the love tends to gets bland.
Or rather u get tired or irritated over the other party.
I don deny it does happens to me.
Yes,i do get very irritated or rather feels sick.
I do admit it to khim so that things will start moving on even better.
I'm sure his starting to gets tired or irritated with me, I could see the ways he talks to me now.
he doesn't bothers about my msges on fb, he can comments on everyones wall but not mine. Rather being unappreciative demoralize someone further.
So nw even to bother to comment on his wall makes me think twice, why do I even bother to comment when he doesn't even appreciates or even bother to read?
Well,it really makes me even irritated.
I'm glad tt he knws tt I'm feeling irritated with his actions and words.
And hw things shld be spicing up to have the "glow" seen rather then the routine of "everything" (he shld knw what else I shld mean)
I appreciate the fact that he always trys to make me smile and shower me with the never ending love and care.
But its always too late to be there when you then realise I'm there.
Somehow being able to feel all this is a wonderful thing, bcus you know that you still love and care for this love and want to make it better
I always believe we would make it through everything because this beautiful love was made for us.
all we have to do is put in that tiny effort, things will eventually gets better and glows beautifully.
5/17/2010 11:47:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
i'm blessed i have someone who showers me with never ending love and care.
At times where bad thoughts flow through, i keep reminding of those things u have done for me.
having you was the best gift ever.
....................
Anway,
baby got me the polaroid as a gift for us to snap memories down, a gift for our 3rd anniversary.
Ppl who got envy went to told her bf and then the bf called baby up to scold him for buying it.
And what does baby getting it for me got to do with him .
SOO in the end you too went to get for yr spoilt gf.
it was something memorable and special for us, something baby had done surprising me.
and then it turns out that this special gift for us has been spoilt.
...............
Kinda pissed off but i shant be bothered, like baby says in the future its him tt is gonna suffer not us.
5/16/2010 10:28:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
time is flying rapidly now.
The weekends are over, monday is here again. 3more days of work.
Time slow down now pls, redang is coming i dont want it to just fly pass
So pls pls start slowing down now :(
chalet was a blast ! It was real tiring.
Baby & i left on the 2nd night to pick sis from the airport home.
we were dead tired and woke up at 230pm with a shock.
i'm gonna have a hard time going to bed now.
monday blues is here alr.
5/16/2010 10:20:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
5/13/2010 11:27:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
haven been blogging much.
Have been working is a horrible company with that tiny weeny miserable pay
thanks that next wed is the last day of work.
But glad that i had wonderful colleagues, shenn another part timer is helpful.
Alt she's younger then me by a year but somehow she's the one taking care of me at times.
Hahas, 3days left to treasure the time left with shenn and lauryn.
I wish we cld all keep in contact still and with xiaohui !
I'm gonna miss gossiping, chit chatting with them cause we could chat anything under the sky!
alt i'm working but i'm still so broke i dont knw why.
Big sum to chalet and then having lunch in town is such a killer.
argghhhh :(
Can i have a 30k job a mth too?
5/13/2010 11:12:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
i need that comfort, that assurance
5/10/2010 10:18:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
what the fcuk have i done wrong to deserve all this shit in my life.
First the nvr ending family issues.
Then, why am i in this world when i'm not even welcome.
i'm feeling bad enough after the quarrel yday.
Everything and all the blame are just all put on me.
and now you have to throw yr damn temper on me.
and throw all damn excuses at me.
ENOUGH.
i'm tired enough.
i need a damn break.
5/10/2010 08:29:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
3years.
Cant believe it's gonna be 3years tml, 3 YEARS !
time flies and it had been a tough journey to get so far.
From the day we got together had been so memorable, to remise the time we use to had, the first date, first hug, first kiss, all the first we had.
It isnt easy to remember those days.
But still i remind myself of the beautiful days we used to had.
As well as the tough times we had brave through.
Till now i still cant believe how time flies and its our 3rd year tgt already.
I'm happy with the way we are, the things we are going through, the promises we have shared.
And how we always handle things together, be it good or bad times.
we are always there for each other.
And that is how love shld be isnt it ?
i appreciate for all that khim had done for me, how he has change for the better since the past just for me.
How he has learn to appreciate, care and love for me even more.
Although we are always squabbling, i'm always nagging, screaming, scolding him for all his selfishness.
Still deep down, most of the time he does puts me first.
It's like watching him 3years ago turning into a man alt still sometimes his like a big baby.
All i know each time tough things gets me down, i flood myself with all the things he had done for me and the tough times we have been through.
I'm proud that we have come this far and the future we have ahead.
So, we have to continue working harder for the future baby.
I'm blessed i have you in my life, and i love you <3
Advance,
Happy 3 years Anniversary & 36 monthsary to you baby !
5/02/2010 03:38:00 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
our bus
dinner time !
stupid "tik tok" right outside our toilet window,
goodbye wonderful breakfast who always made my day
goodbye healthy delicious bread
goodbye my fav jam 
Goodbye beautiful beach
we will be back next year :( 
