Wednesday, September 2, 2009

i havent been updating for very long, after closing the previous blog. Well, i need somewhere where i can store all my memories due to my highly STM. This past one mth has pass so quickly with many changes. At times i still do cry myself to slp, i knw it doesnt helps anything but at least i feel better waking up the nx day. I keep things all in my heart, when it overfloods, i cry it all out.. It gets better :D

I'm glad during this period i hav catch up with many of my dear frens, met up with all time bestie Fang Yi ydae. She's one fren tt even though we can don meet for ages but still remain the same and even closer unlike others. Even met up with Azura and Mazuin jus weeks back. Catched up with Jieyu on a sat afternoon. Pri sch mates for Fabian's bdae. So much so much more.

But i've been missing out much frm bestestloves.

This period of time makes me realise how i cld really still stand alone. But at times i really do still get tired longing for someone i cld still rely and lied on.

Tml i will be going for my heart checkup alone. The first time going on such a big checkup alone, i do get jitters but a little voice in me tells me i am brave and i can do it.

I shall update bits by bits one day :)

Stupid me broke my damn long nails al the way in to the flesh and bleeded like fcuk, and nw i have to wrapped it up when i bath or touches water. SHYTS

Despite rushing this and struggling tru the financial crisis period, i still managed to brave this out. I dont knw whether would he be happy or appreciate this. I've expected the outcome of him recieving this. Well, i shldnt be disappointed bcus i knw deep in i've tried my very best and put in all the love and effort while doing this. It may means nth or jus something small or cheap, but definitly it contains more then memories but love.

HAPPY 28mthsary.

Labels: i do still wish you to be here when i need you

9/02/2009 10:08:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky