Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Have so much to update ! 3 more weeks of holidays to go and den lesser time with khim. Well, this yr had been a pretty bad yr, so much unhappiness caused and adding on money doesnt seems to be flowing in for us and we missed out so much esp our yearly holiday :( At much i wish for this yr to jus end quickly and a better year ahead for us and also the best for us. Still i had my happiest moments which was the lovely 2mths of time he had gaven fully to me :D

We have been trying to talk things out now i guess, i hope things would change for the better and not remain the same or worsen. i hope. working hard each day to strive for a better us, better future, better days ahead. As long as communicate, share our feelings, express ourselves, understand each other, learn for our mistake, we would get better wouldnt we ? I really hope we will. Alt the barrier of time is always in between and many miscommunications. I really do hope we wld communicate and express ourselves, i mean for him ?

At times he do still show me he cares, Msia trip when we argued badly after a happy day, he still gave in to me to enjoy the beautiful long awaited weekend & bestestlove bbq ( shall update on that soon ) . When i was freezing in the car when the jacket was jus at the backseat, he stopped by the side jus to take it and put it over me. last week's BBQ at Jieyu's hse with lotsa fun drinking (shall update soon too )

Ydae was Mazuin's Hari Raya cum Hse warming, much fun and been long since i saw the others. 1 big amazing thing i have to say, we walked all the way frm west mall to her place which is real far. But sadly i had to leave early cus its so far away frm home so we gotta catch khim's sis to get the car, after sis got home we went for supper and when we reached tong shui, everyone was facing the tv catching F1 and even the waiter ! somehow it looks funny as though we went into a cinema. The moment he sat down he started telling me how many laps here and there, hahas.

Today was FYP as usual before we get to work we will b discussing on where to go to have fun and we went to sing ! not more den an hr of work we left, something creepy happened and yeah, i guess i wouldnt be going back to civic centre party world. After that i din wanted to be alone at home so went down to look for parents but they drove aimlessly to wait for me.

Shall update more soon but some fotos first.

2 more days to not seeing khim BUT its okay !

Ydae somethin unhappy happen, i had to wait 2hrs for him so rather waiting aimlessly, i acted on impulse and when to did mani & pedi which cost me 55bucks! i checked my bills ydae and i am in dead shit, trying badly nt to think about it. SIGGH

The purplepish red alt looks demon-licious

Last friday

my "xiao long nu" hair they named

Last wed

Our bao bao

creepy room :S

9/29/2009 12:01:00 AM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Have so much to update ! 3 more weeks of holidays to go and den lesser time with khim. Well, this yr had been a pretty bad yr, so much unhappiness caused and adding on money doesnt seems to be flowing in for us and we missed out so much esp our yearly holiday :( At much i wish for this yr to jus end quickly and a better year ahead for us and also the best for us. Still i had my happiest moments which was the lovely 2mths of time he had gaven fully to me :D

We have been trying to talk things out now i guess, i hope things would change for the better and not remain the same or worsen. i hope. working hard each day to strive for a better us, better future, better days ahead. As long as communicate, share our feelings, express ourselves, understand each other, learn for our mistake, we would get better wouldnt we ? I really hope we will. Alt the barrier of time is always in between and many miscommunications. I really do hope we wld communicate and express ourselves, i mean for him ?

At times he do still show me he cares, Msia trip when we argued badly after a happy day, he still gave in to me to enjoy the beautiful long awaited weekend & bestestlove bbq ( shall update on that soon ) . When i was freezing in the car when the jacket was jus at the backseat, he stopped by the side jus to take it and put it over me. last week's BBQ at Jieyu's hse with lotsa fun drinking (shall update soon too )

Ydae was Mazuin's Hari Raya cum Hse warming, much fun and been long since i saw the others. 1 big amazing thing i have to say, we walked all the way frm west mall to her place which is real far. But sadly i had to leave early cus its so far away frm home so we gotta catch khim's sis to get the car, after sis got home we went for supper and when we reached tong shui, everyone was facing the tv catching F1 and even the waiter ! somehow it looks funny as though we went into a cinema. The moment he sat down he started telling me how many laps here and there, hahas.

Today was FYP as usual before we get to work we will b discussing on where to go to have fun and we went to sing ! not more den an hr of work we left, something creepy happened and yeah, i guess i wouldnt be going back to civic centre party world. After that i din wanted to be alone at home so went down to look for parents but they drove aimlessly to wait for me.

Shall update more soon but some fotos first.

2 more days to not seeing khim BUT its okay !

Ydae somethin unhappy happen, i had to wait 2hrs for him so rather waiting aimlessly, i acted on impulse and when to did mani & pedi which cost me 55bucks! i checked my bills ydae and i am in dead shit, trying badly nt to think about it. SIGGH

The purplepish red alt looks demon-licious