A bad day

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I had the bad worst day ever, it feels yucky. Everything doesnt goes right. Woke up with swollen eyes after forcing myself to slp. It sucks to knw that he fell asleep while i was crying away. But i'm glad i had someone there and even offering to come down to lend a shoulder, i felt comfort and i appreciate it. I always thought i was much more stronger but i wasnt. I always thought that i was much more independent but no, whenever facing you the tendency to be dependent on you gets stronger. i hate it when ppl come telling me i'm a strong girl. I hate it when ppl come telling me how emo am i, i din ask for all this.

When can we ever talk things out, when can u ever understand how i feel, when can the old us ever come back. Everything seems so impossible now. 2months, 2 months it has been and amazing how i had struggled through. It hurts so deep to recvd those words those msges.

we need a talk, i need a talk, i need to talk . REAL SOON.

Everything takes 2 hands to clap but here i am al alone trying hard to make it work.

FYP wasnt any better, everything was properly done but i had to spoil it. By nt saving those data at all cause much trouble to everyone. The strong guilt, it left me feeling yucky the whole day.

Where has all the sweetness linger to

Labels: It all seems so fake

9/24/2009 10:21:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

A bad day

I had the bad worst day ever, it feels yucky. Everything doesnt goes right. Woke up with swollen eyes after forcing myself to slp. It sucks to knw that he fell asleep while i was crying away. But i'm glad i had someone there and even offering to come down to lend a shoulder, i felt comfort and i appreciate it. I always thought i was much more stronger but i wasnt. I always thought that i was much more independent but no, whenever facing you the tendency to be dependent on you gets stronger. i hate it when ppl come telling me i'm a strong girl. I hate it when ppl come telling me how emo am i, i din ask for all this.

When can we ever talk things out, when can u ever understand how i feel, when can the old us ever come back. Everything seems so impossible now. 2months, 2 months it has been and amazing how i had struggled through. It hurts so deep to recvd those words those msges.

we need a talk, i need a talk, i need to talk . REAL SOON.

Everything takes 2 hands to clap but here i am al alone trying hard to make it work.

FYP wasnt any better, everything was properly done but i had to spoil it. By nt saving those data at all cause much trouble to everyone. The strong guilt, it left me feeling yucky the whole day.

Where has all the sweetness linger to

Labels: It all seems so fake