Sunday, October 25, 2009

I am spoilt i am pampered BUT i din ask to be for who i am. I wldnt want to be like that at all.

Have survived 3 tough days and nights. Another 3 more days to go.
I knw baby is very against of me replacing a new one bcus he jus feels i havent learn my lesson and not zipping my bags. But , so what if it was to get a new one its nvr gonna replace old precious. Alt i knw i cld jus get a subsitute to get over things, that's how i always heal my sadness.

3days and yes, i got a nightmare again. It was the same scene repeating every nightmare. It was terrible, i woke up feeling painful. But i choose not to let it out..
I havent been reading to those sweet lovely moving on msges, wld u hold me and guide me on and replace those msges pls.

i don like of you training so hard with bruises wounds all over, i don like you getting so tired each time i see you, i don like knwing that you will b going for camp next mth .. in the past, it took me after many times to b able to trust u but now i'm so uncertain. But i cant tel you how i feel.

I keep telling myself to trust you trust you and trust you.

Anyway for now, i hope exam period will b over for you so u can concentrate on trainings and wldnt be so tiring having to shuffle here and there. I hope stress would jus be blown away esp yr money issue. i wish i cld help u but i cant do anything.

10/25/2009 09:48:00 AM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

I am spoilt i am pampered BUT i din ask to be for who i am. I wldnt want to be like that at all.

Have survived 3 tough days and nights. Another 3 more days to go.
I knw baby is very against of me replacing a new one bcus he jus feels i havent learn my lesson and not zipping my bags. But , so what if it was to get a new one its nvr gonna replace old precious. Alt i knw i cld jus get a subsitute to get over things, that's how i always heal my sadness.

3days and yes, i got a nightmare again. It was the same scene repeating every nightmare. It was terrible, i woke up feeling painful. But i choose not to let it out..
I havent been reading to those sweet lovely moving on msges, wld u hold me and guide me on and replace those msges pls.

i don like of you training so hard with bruises wounds all over, i don like you getting so tired each time i see you, i don like knwing that you will b going for camp next mth .. in the past, it took me after many times to b able to trust u but now i'm so uncertain. But i cant tel you how i feel.

I keep telling myself to trust you trust you and trust you.

Anyway for now, i hope exam period will b over for you so u can concentrate on trainings and wldnt be so tiring having to shuffle here and there. I hope stress would jus be blown away esp yr money issue. i wish i cld help u but i cant do anything.

10/25/2009 09:48:00 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun