Saturday, October 24, 2009

I still missing my precious E71, sigh. Esp when the laptop is extremelly lagg i wished i had precious with me so i cld blog fb or anything. esp when i am waiting for baby, i wished too i have it by my side. In the night before i slp i felt lost, i din had precious by my side to make me smile by reading past msges.

I survived this few mths thanks to those msges, i read them everyday despite khim's coldness to me, i reminded myself tru those lovely msges.

This 2days has really been a torture.

But still i had to remain calm.

Bad khim was telling me that he dont knw that it is good that i lost my fone so i can wake up but it seems i have not learn bcus i don feel any pain as i am gonna get a new one soon. He mentioned i shld learn and use some old phone for at least a mth or more. Ok, he is EVIL. But another side he is right i guess. Bcus i knw how spoilt i really am. But..... It was daddy who brought me this way, i knw i cant carry on being so spoilt and always insist on having what i want.

At the very least, i have a bf who doesnt spoils me so much as he does limits things. For my own good i knw. I'm sure many does loves the feeling of being spoilt right ? But there's always a limit to every things.

Yday in the morning i went to get my replacement of sim card, the guy was very nice to not charge me. Met khim for lunch & we headed to Yishun starbucks, he went for his appt. Studied after his appt, i entertained myself with mag. That's what i always do when he studys, so now i have a whole load of mags, i guess i have read this mths diff kind of mags. We headed home for dinner with his family. It was a great night tgt, in each other arms.Waited til 1am for his sis to b back so he cld drive me home.
Khim's exams are nearing, i hope he wldnt b so stress up. And understand i wld always be there.

I miss precious.

10/24/2009 02:32:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

I still missing my precious E71, sigh. Esp when the laptop is extremelly lagg i wished i had precious with me so i cld blog fb or anything. esp when i am waiting for baby, i wished too i have it by my side. In the night before i slp i felt lost, i din had precious by my side to make me smile by reading past msges.

I survived this few mths thanks to those msges, i read them everyday despite khim's coldness to me, i reminded myself tru those lovely msges.

This 2days has really been a torture.

But still i had to remain calm.

Bad khim was telling me that he dont knw that it is good that i lost my fone so i can wake up but it seems i have not learn bcus i don feel any pain as i am gonna get a new one soon. He mentioned i shld learn and use some old phone for at least a mth or more. Ok, he is EVIL. But another side he is right i guess. Bcus i knw how spoilt i really am. But..... It was daddy who brought me this way, i knw i cant carry on being so spoilt and always insist on having what i want.

At the very least, i have a bf who doesnt spoils me so much as he does limits things. For my own good i knw. I'm sure many does loves the feeling of being spoilt right ? But there's always a limit to every things.

Yday in the morning i went to get my replacement of sim card, the guy was very nice to not charge me. Met khim for lunch & we headed to Yishun starbucks, he went for his appt. Studied after his appt, i entertained myself with mag. That's what i always do when he studys, so now i have a whole load of mags, i guess i have read this mths diff kind of mags. We headed home for dinner with his family. It was a great night tgt, in each other arms.Waited til 1am for his sis to b back so he cld drive me home.
Khim's exams are nearing, i hope he wldnt b so stress up. And understand i wld always be there.

I miss precious.

10/24/2009 02:32:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun