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Nothing gonna change my love for you

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Nvr knw i would be troubled all about everything again, have been feeling so down since ydae. The past week was a great one, no cold wars, no quarrels nth but just real pure love.

Til then i have been reminded of so many things, it sucks. it rly does. When u knw that u no longer can trust him. He was the only one who always shows me hw promises are true, the one who never fail to fufil promises. But nw i knw words and promises given are nth but just lies and lies and plainly for the sake to shut me up.

just like how he assure and convince me into letting him join SIMdb, saying hw he wil put me as priority. If we have anything on definitly us we me will the first on list. How he convince i wld still have him on most days as trainings are only tue sun. But yet nw even fri & sat, i've forgotten when was the last time we had a full day tgt, meeting up for breakfast heading home and cuddle tru the day. I've been waiting for 123456789 for him to bring me for sentosa, barrage, east coast, botanic garden, everything ! Each time i qns him the ans wld b i will bring u there , but still i'm waiting since 123456789 mths ago.Holidays is ending in a wink of eye, to even go sentosa with him i've to wait till nx fri after his training in the afternoon. Tel me hw i shldnt b upset wen he was the one who assure i'm him priority, how he assure he wont b commited and definitly place me as first. But nw db is everything to him once again & yet again i have to wait and wait and accommodate to all his timing. Tel me how can i ever build the courage to trust him. Ask me if it is tough , if it is tiring, NO for once it isnt.

Well, perhaps i have rly learn what it means to accept and live with everything, be contented.

But, how love rly wonders it rly amaze me bcus, all i long for is the weekend ahead to spent well tgt. I cld forgo clubbing even though how i had been waiting for jus to have the 3days ahead with you.

It feels sad, and the same issue again that he doesnt even needs me. it doesnt feels good feeling u are unwanted, at home and even to my only one. it sucks. at least in the past whenever he tells me hw i'm his strengths during training days when he pictures me at the end waiting for him, it makes me really happy to knw hw impt i was. But nw, i'm not his ultimate goal anymore. How he always say our future is what he is working for, now he doesnt anymore. How my name always appears no matter on msn fb but now it seems i'm nth related at all, my comments posts seems redundant.

Why isit that someone could just change so rapidly, it seems so terrifying.

alt this 2days he has been uber sweet to me, even when i was angry he still do everything to make me smile. It caught me surprise to knw ydae he came al the way down to sch 2 have lunch with me, took 74 al the way and send me home and den take 74 back to sch again. His silly baby face holding me tightly in the bus staying awake knwing i was unwell, it warms me so deeply. It has been since long you held me close and say you wanna smell and feel me. Yes,i admit it makes me fall even deeper.
i knw hw he has been putting effort to shower me with love and care, i feel it, i appreciate it, i treasure it, i cherish it. i'm sure we will move on better and hw tough it may seems we wil get by. i not upset but smiling each day bcus i knw he wld be smiling too


Deep down, i really miss the one who had love me unconditionally, always giving and saving the best for me.

Labels: i love the way you sing to me

10/07/2009 08:33:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Nothing gonna change my love for you

Nvr knw i would be troubled all about everything again, have been feeling so down since ydae. The past week was a great one, no cold wars, no quarrels nth but just real pure love.

Til then i have been reminded of so many things, it sucks. it rly does. When u knw that u no longer can trust him. He was the only one who always shows me hw promises are true, the one who never fail to fufil promises. But nw i knw words and promises given are nth but just lies and lies and plainly for the sake to shut me up.

just like how he assure and convince me into letting him join SIMdb, saying hw he wil put me as priority. If we have anything on definitly us we me will the first on list. How he convince i wld still have him on most days as trainings are only tue sun. But yet nw even fri & sat, i've forgotten when was the last time we had a full day tgt, meeting up for breakfast heading home and cuddle tru the day. I've been waiting for 123456789 for him to bring me for sentosa, barrage, east coast, botanic garden, everything ! Each time i qns him the ans wld b i will bring u there , but still i'm waiting since 123456789 mths ago.Holidays is ending in a wink of eye, to even go sentosa with him i've to wait till nx fri after his training in the afternoon. Tel me hw i shldnt b upset wen he was the one who assure i'm him priority, how he assure he wont b commited and definitly place me as first. But nw db is everything to him once again & yet again i have to wait and wait and accommodate to all his timing. Tel me how can i ever build the courage to trust him. Ask me if it is tough , if it is tiring, NO for once it isnt.

Well, perhaps i have rly learn what it means to accept and live with everything, be contented.

But, how love rly wonders it rly amaze me bcus, all i long for is the weekend ahead to spent well tgt. I cld forgo clubbing even though how i had been waiting for jus to have the 3days ahead with you.

It feels sad, and the same issue again that he doesnt even needs me. it doesnt feels good feeling u are unwanted, at home and even to my only one. it sucks. at least in the past whenever he tells me hw i'm his strengths during training days when he pictures me at the end waiting for him, it makes me really happy to knw hw impt i was. But nw, i'm not his ultimate goal anymore. How he always say our future is what he is working for, now he doesnt anymore. How my name always appears no matter on msn fb but now it seems i'm nth related at all, my comments posts seems redundant.

Why isit that someone could just change so rapidly, it seems so terrifying.

alt this 2days he has been uber sweet to me, even when i was angry he still do everything to make me smile. It caught me surprise to knw ydae he came al the way down to sch 2 have lunch with me, took 74 al the way and send me home and den take 74 back to sch again. His silly baby face holding me tightly in the bus staying awake knwing i was unwell, it warms me so deeply. It has been since long you held me close and say you wanna smell and feel me. Yes,i admit it makes me fall even deeper.
i knw hw he has been putting effort to shower me with love and care, i feel it, i appreciate it, i treasure it, i cherish it. i'm sure we will move on better and hw tough it may seems we wil get by. i not upset but smiling each day bcus i knw he wld be smiling too


Deep down, i really miss the one who had love me unconditionally, always giving and saving the best for me.

Labels: i love the way you sing to me

10/07/2009 08:33:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun

{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }

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+smile is her middle name+
27.11.1989
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♥ simplicity
♥independency
♥TIME
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♥1½ year promise

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