Monday, October 5, 2009

So sudden, i thought everything has ended and our happy days are building up. No more quarrels no more cold wars but yet today .. It took me ages since the last time to jus built up the trust al once again but yet today in a split second u jus crashed it down. It felt terrible.

To knw that words cld jus turn and turn here & there. I cld no longer find the trust bcus watever u do u cld still turn yr words round and u are always right.

i finally knw that he is the one who always leave me alone now. Whenever i was always upset or when we fight he wld always come to me and nvr leave me alone. But now he jus walk off leaving me al alone.

He leave me in such a confusion.

Blowing me hot & cold, the very next moment i'm confused how is he feeling for me.

if i could, i would do anything just to bring my old baby back to me.

It has been a terrible day, once again left alone walking ard.

10/05/2009 08:23:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

So sudden, i thought everything has ended and our happy days are building up. No more quarrels no more cold wars but yet today .. It took me ages since the last time to jus built up the trust al once again but yet today in a split second u jus crashed it down. It felt terrible.

To knw that words cld jus turn and turn here & there. I cld no longer find the trust bcus watever u do u cld still turn yr words round and u are always right.

i finally knw that he is the one who always leave me alone now. Whenever i was always upset or when we fight he wld always come to me and nvr leave me alone. But now he jus walk off leaving me al alone.

He leave me in such a confusion.

Blowing me hot & cold, the very next moment i'm confused how is he feeling for me.

if i could, i would do anything just to bring my old baby back to me.

It has been a terrible day, once again left alone walking ard.

10/05/2009 08:23:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun