Gross:skip if u wished

Monday, November 16, 2009

Back from a short relaxing getaway.

But i'm so hell unlucky, Gotten piles the moment we step home. I was so shock and scared.. It was so gross, uncomfy and painful. Rush to the clinic and i nearly enter death. After the doc pushed it back it was really hell painful. And to knw it is there forever so it may come out again and i have to push it back. How wld the hell i dare to push it back myself. Now i am still feeling uncomfort esp when i feel like shitting but i cant force else the piles will be pushed out. I hope it has shrink back. i have been drowning water down and down bcus i my stools cant get harden .

Sigh, its really a huge burden esp a person like me who cant stand discomfort and pain.

But i keep telling myself this is parts and parcel of life.

Decided to go for a scope this fri,thurs i wil be camping at home to clear my system and head for scope on fri. See what the doc says whether shld i remove it as well alt it wil be fcukign pain with MC for 2weeks and sitting on tyres. I have to brave through this.

Anyway Malacca has changed tremendously. the traffic there is really so bad tt its practically jam everywhere. *phew* luckily we have passed it . But the moment we enter spore custom ydae i felt stress! i wished i was stil in malacca as it was really stress worry-free. I din had to worry about this and that and it really felt so carefree!

EXcpt for the traffic and the hotel which was so argh. its jus me i guess jus like daddy said even if we was staying in shangri la u wil stil be slping with sleeping bag. HA!

The hot weather and less intake of water bcus there isnt home water cus the piles i guess.

i had much fun, shopping was damn tiring. Isnt much loots but gd food !

After 3 days without baby was still alright, alt it feels kinda weird without him ard looking after me, eating my food for me,controlling my spending and esp in the car no warm shoulders to hold me to slp, no sharing of starbucks esp ! But it wasnt that bad luh.

O yeah, Friday night was superb !

we finished the martell and had other drinks, danced, played games. I kept losing hence i drank super fast in e end i felt like vomitting but cldnt and the moment i open the door I vomitted at the doorstep ! run to the bathroom cldnt controlled and vomitted all over !

parents cleaned up for me and i headed to bed. woke up 2 hrs later for malacca trip. amazing huh, just 2hrs of slp i cld still be so active.

11/16/2009 01:24:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Gross:skip if u wished

Back from a short relaxing getaway.

But i'm so hell unlucky, Gotten piles the moment we step home. I was so shock and scared.. It was so gross, uncomfy and painful. Rush to the clinic and i nearly enter death. After the doc pushed it back it was really hell painful. And to knw it is there forever so it may come out again and i have to push it back. How wld the hell i dare to push it back myself. Now i am still feeling uncomfort esp when i feel like shitting but i cant force else the piles will be pushed out. I hope it has shrink back. i have been drowning water down and down bcus i my stools cant get harden .

Sigh, its really a huge burden esp a person like me who cant stand discomfort and pain.

But i keep telling myself this is parts and parcel of life.

Decided to go for a scope this fri,thurs i wil be camping at home to clear my system and head for scope on fri. See what the doc says whether shld i remove it as well alt it wil be fcukign pain with MC for 2weeks and sitting on tyres. I have to brave through this.

Anyway Malacca has changed tremendously. the traffic there is really so bad tt its practically jam everywhere. *phew* luckily we have passed it . But the moment we enter spore custom ydae i felt stress! i wished i was stil in malacca as it was really stress worry-free. I din had to worry about this and that and it really felt so carefree!

EXcpt for the traffic and the hotel which was so argh. its jus me i guess jus like daddy said even if we was staying in shangri la u wil stil be slping with sleeping bag. HA!

The hot weather and less intake of water bcus there isnt home water cus the piles i guess.

i had much fun, shopping was damn tiring. Isnt much loots but gd food !

After 3 days without baby was still alright, alt it feels kinda weird without him ard looking after me, eating my food for me,controlling my spending and esp in the car no warm shoulders to hold me to slp, no sharing of starbucks esp ! But it wasnt that bad luh.

O yeah, Friday night was superb !

we finished the martell and had other drinks, danced, played games. I kept losing hence i drank super fast in e end i felt like vomitting but cldnt and the moment i open the door I vomitted at the doorstep ! run to the bathroom cldnt controlled and vomitted all over !

parents cleaned up for me and i headed to bed. woke up 2 hrs later for malacca trip. amazing huh, just 2hrs of slp i cld still be so active.

11/16/2009 01:24:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun