Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I'm tired

i wished i had more time.

Lab test, Free access, FYP, MST.

Everything seems to be crashing down now, i feel so stressful.
Esp at this moment this few little weeks and days i wished to spend all the time i have with khim before he leave for Penang but it seems tough. Lab test are all next week, MST are coming.

i need time time time.

I don feel any excitement to my bday, it doesnt seems to have any special feeling or rather i wished it has alrdy passed. Soon to Christmas and khim's bday bcus he is already back from Penang. For the very first time, he isnt there with me on the eve on my bday for any pre celebration and he was nvr the first to be with me on my bday.

The first time during exam period he isnt here to motivate me. No one to stay though the late night with me, no one to motivate me to study quick just to go to bed tgt.

I don rly wished to think about it but i knw its reality we always have to face. the earlier u faced it the fastest u wld b able to pass through it.

I knw that it doesnt matters to him, im not exactly that priority and that important to him. I always had to plead him for time and time and physically.

Its tiring. Very.

Everyone need to have their importance felt.

i miss stayovers.

I don wanna breakdown at this moment because of insufficient time, but instead make better use of it.

i gotta be strong bcus there are still friends out there supporting me even if it isnt you.

11/24/2009 09:33:00 AM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

I'm tired

i wished i had more time.

Lab test, Free access, FYP, MST.

Everything seems to be crashing down now, i feel so stressful.
Esp at this moment this few little weeks and days i wished to spend all the time i have with khim before he leave for Penang but it seems tough. Lab test are all next week, MST are coming.

i need time time time.

I don feel any excitement to my bday, it doesnt seems to have any special feeling or rather i wished it has alrdy passed. Soon to Christmas and khim's bday bcus he is already back from Penang. For the very first time, he isnt there with me on the eve on my bday for any pre celebration and he was nvr the first to be with me on my bday.

The first time during exam period he isnt here to motivate me. No one to stay though the late night with me, no one to motivate me to study quick just to go to bed tgt.

I don rly wished to think about it but i knw its reality we always have to face. the earlier u faced it the fastest u wld b able to pass through it.

I knw that it doesnt matters to him, im not exactly that priority and that important to him. I always had to plead him for time and time and physically.

Its tiring. Very.

Everyone need to have their importance felt.

i miss stayovers.

I don wanna breakdown at this moment because of insufficient time, but instead make better use of it.

i gotta be strong bcus there are still friends out there supporting me even if it isnt you.

11/24/2009 09:33:00 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun