Thursday, December 10, 2009

i wanna scream, i need something to suppress the feeling :(

can time just flies quickly to monday.

i thought i was ok i though i could handle this perfectly.
But to know i cldnt.

i thought i wouldnt drop a single tear but when we started talking and telling each other not to this and that i felt so upset suddenly and told him to stop first.
And then my tears couldnt stop after that.

Somehow we din really treasure the time, i was so sick tt i slept everywhere i go. The moment i sat dwn i slept. We din spend time cuddling and enjoying the warm of his hug at all, that is what i needed most ALWAYS.
Instead of treasuring the time we have, either i was sleeping, or he was sleeping or he was playing with doudou.

it all just doesnt feels right

I wanted to acc him in sch till he leave and everything, but he insists of sis sending me home so he cld b at ease. Well, i had no choice but to leave him alone. It all ended with his hugs and kisses with a little unbearing.

Thanks that his sis and mum ensured i was home safetly and even waited for me to go in the gate.

The moment i step home i felt it all, tears started forming up. At every cough or pain i thought of him even more. i thought of tml would b even tougher bcus its e last day of exam. Or every morning he wld text me after his 6am training, either picking me to school or picking me home and of course celebrating the end of exams.
3.30pm paper is sucha bitch. It makes me feel even upset, esp during lunch time where he wld bring me 4 lunch knwing i have no lunch.

AWWWW. it sounds like he is going for a mth.

Just a short 4days but to me it seems like forever.

Due to the effect of exams and then feeling so sick. I just wished he was here.

Already been to the clinic for 2nd time and i guess i'm going 4 the 3rd time bcus i'm getting worst. Frm sore throat-cough-sore throat + cough.
The moment i talk it hurts like mad.

I keep thinking of it when u woke up in e middle of the night just to put the blanket on me properly.

PLS bless baby with lotsa safety :)

12/10/2009 10:12:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

i wanna scream, i need something to suppress the feeling :(

can time just flies quickly to monday.

i thought i was ok i though i could handle this perfectly.
But to know i cldnt.

i thought i wouldnt drop a single tear but when we started talking and telling each other not to this and that i felt so upset suddenly and told him to stop first.
And then my tears couldnt stop after that.

Somehow we din really treasure the time, i was so sick tt i slept everywhere i go. The moment i sat dwn i slept. We din spend time cuddling and enjoying the warm of his hug at all, that is what i needed most ALWAYS.
Instead of treasuring the time we have, either i was sleeping, or he was sleeping or he was playing with doudou.

it all just doesnt feels right

I wanted to acc him in sch till he leave and everything, but he insists of sis sending me home so he cld b at ease. Well, i had no choice but to leave him alone. It all ended with his hugs and kisses with a little unbearing.

Thanks that his sis and mum ensured i was home safetly and even waited for me to go in the gate.

The moment i step home i felt it all, tears started forming up. At every cough or pain i thought of him even more. i thought of tml would b even tougher bcus its e last day of exam. Or every morning he wld text me after his 6am training, either picking me to school or picking me home and of course celebrating the end of exams.
3.30pm paper is sucha bitch. It makes me feel even upset, esp during lunch time where he wld bring me 4 lunch knwing i have no lunch.

AWWWW. it sounds like he is going for a mth.

Just a short 4days but to me it seems like forever.

Due to the effect of exams and then feeling so sick. I just wished he was here.

Already been to the clinic for 2nd time and i guess i'm going 4 the 3rd time bcus i'm getting worst. Frm sore throat-cough-sore throat + cough.
The moment i talk it hurts like mad.

I keep thinking of it when u woke up in e middle of the night just to put the blanket on me properly.

PLS bless baby with lotsa safety :)

12/10/2009 10:12:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun