Saturday, December 12, 2009

I'm still coughing away like an old woman BUT it only happens at night and I don't knw why.

Seen the doctor third time today.

I have been on medication for few mths and its all diff kind. and this isn't very healthy.

My body is getting weaker and weaker every mth.

I can't count the number of times I have seen the doctor this year including amt of specialist. From heart lungs colon. Oh my.

It finally sunday, 2 more days to go..
Just nw was dan's bday celebration, we went to tao's restaurant for 7 course meal and it was splendid! Unique way of serving and food, I was so full that I Cldnt even finish my main course. I'm sure if khim was ard he wld enjoy the steak.

They wanted to go 4 a drink but I cldnt bcus I promised khim. In the end they headed to ktv, I Cldnt sing bcus of my cough so I walked to bugis with them.

And somethin unbelievable I walked frm bugis to city hall to take bus70. And the road there is one whole stretch filled with trees and total darkness. I myself cldnt believe I cld walk alone there, even normally with khim I wld still be scare. I am so very proud of myself and wish to share this with him but sadly when he called I din.

Text him instead but guess he went to slp without looking at his phone, his prolly too tired.

I really wonder does he miss me at all ? Like he always miss me when I'm nt ard. Bcus it seems like he doesn't at all. :(

Sigh.

Luckily I had doudou ard to keep me occupied on bus rides whenever alone.

12/12/2009 11:28:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

I'm still coughing away like an old woman BUT it only happens at night and I don't knw why.

Seen the doctor third time today.

I have been on medication for few mths and its all diff kind. and this isn't very healthy.

My body is getting weaker and weaker every mth.

I can't count the number of times I have seen the doctor this year including amt of specialist. From heart lungs colon. Oh my.

It finally sunday, 2 more days to go..
Just nw was dan's bday celebration, we went to tao's restaurant for 7 course meal and it was splendid! Unique way of serving and food, I was so full that I Cldnt even finish my main course. I'm sure if khim was ard he wld enjoy the steak.

They wanted to go 4 a drink but I cldnt bcus I promised khim. In the end they headed to ktv, I Cldnt sing bcus of my cough so I walked to bugis with them.

And somethin unbelievable I walked frm bugis to city hall to take bus70. And the road there is one whole stretch filled with trees and total darkness. I myself cldnt believe I cld walk alone there, even normally with khim I wld still be scare. I am so very proud of myself and wish to share this with him but sadly when he called I din.

Text him instead but guess he went to slp without looking at his phone, his prolly too tired.

I really wonder does he miss me at all ? Like he always miss me when I'm nt ard. Bcus it seems like he doesn't at all. :(

Sigh.

Luckily I had doudou ard to keep me occupied on bus rides whenever alone.

12/12/2009 11:28:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun