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First post of 2010

Monday, January 4, 2010

was so lazy to update so this gonna be a long long post.

New year's Eve khim and I brought the dear gal to east coast park, prepared pasta and we ate by the sea. However, we are always unlucky as it started pouring. And each time we go to East coast it wil pour.

Headed back to wash up and everything and then back to khim's place. We watched tv, played ard, and headed out for dinner at 515A :) We had crab, snow fish and others. It was a a satisfying meal ! But we will so full and bloated bcus his parents cldnt eat much of crab.

we were supposed to prepare to head out for fireworks, but heard the traffic was horrible and being a impatient person i cant stand being i n jams for long. So, we went to East Coast ( Yes, again ! ) Hk cafe to meet van,sa and dan. BUT before we cld reach, the traffic there was even horrible. It was all jammed up and to find a parking lot was even worst. I was so pissed off ! We ended up counting down just right after we got off the car.

The night after that was even worst, we had a quarrel, a big fight, about something so ridiculous. But it was something real bad that i felt hurt bcus he showed his temper at me. We were both at huge fault. we ended the night only at 4am.

Having to get up early the next morning was even torture, waited for parents to pick us up and headed in to malaysia. Went to the new jusco again, had my hair trimmed this time. Khim gt himself 2 Levi's Top for CNY which costed 300rm.

Dinner was at the kelong with delicious seafood again. My tummy is getting wider i knw, have been having seafood, crabs for 2 days. Suppers since christmas daily. I really need to shed those kilos.

On saturday, we went for his family BBQ gathering and again we ate non-stop !

i feel so guilty and sinful on all this food.

ARGH.

03.01.10 Happy 32 MTHSARY honey ! :)


Khim went for wedding lunch, early morning me and sis finally went to get our jab. Eventually due to some reasons, it was unsure whether sis is able to proceed with it. So we delayed for quite some time. The side effects was horrible, arms was sore and painful. I went for my massage and headed to meet khim. I wasnt feeling very good and was having a bad temper.

we caught Alvin and The chipmunks at PS again :)) Went to city square and had our dinner. Again, we ate sooo MUCH !


Time flies, it has been 32 mths. So unbelievable. we had been through so much, and it wasnt easy for us to get through it all. After so much we cld still hold on tightly. It's really amazing.
Alt the road ahead is long and tough, but being clear of what we want. I'm sure we are able to hold on tight and walk through the journey together.

i'm grateful that i have him in my life always holding on to me. And most importantly to accept me for who i am, being so spoilt and pampered, and of course my bad temper. It wasnt easy, he always say how bad my temper is and yes childish. But stil he cld accept me for who i am, cont to love and care unconditionally for me.
Both of our temper are just so equally bad but we cld still leave that aside and love each other. It wasnt easy at all.

It was always that warmth he gave me, the arms that he always hold me through and something that i can never ever find. To make me feel safe, with him i no longer become afraid of anything bcus i knw he will always reach out to protect me first


I hope know we will hold on stronger and fight through the end :))

Bcus the love and strong bond we had was never easy.

Thanks for everything

I love you baby


the dearest gal
Just all for you




My 2010 resolutions?
For once this year i had none !
Perhaps....
1) get my driving license SOON ( i have been delaying for ages)
2) Get into SIM successfully
3) A wonderful 21st celebration with all my loves ones
4) Plan well for our 2011
5) A lovely 3yrs anni
6) Understand baby MOREE
7) Be a better matured gf ( BUT FIRST U HAVE TO BE ONE :) )
8) Stay home more often ( I try)
9) Quickly get a job for 5mths before Uni
10) Earn enough money to bring my boy on the cruise by end of this year


Spinnovex is coming, it sucks ! Being so stressful and rushed :(
Khim's having lesson every single night till sat, Spinnovex end on Sat night.
SOOO... Absence makes the heart founder ! :))

i'm feeling upset bcus daddy is leaving for cambodia next week ! And away for a week.
AND this time it feels even worst then khim leaving for Penang.
I wonder how am i gonna survive without daddy being ard..
NOW i'm starting to feel so so painful and tears welding up :(
Last time when daddy goes to KL only for 1day i cried like baby, what about this time :(((((



Can daddy don go pls :'(

1/04/2010 08:47:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky