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Sunday, January 17, 2010

The best part of after every quarrel is making up.

But thinking back on the nonsense that we jus fight and be unhappy about is just isnt worth it.

fighting and quarreling early in the morning seriously is a bad start. Tell me if i'm being unreasonable or what. Every weekdays are just so busy for you rushing for classes and trainings. All we spend time is just after school, that very short few hrs and u rush off.

Why does it always have to be you leaving halfway or always just that very few hrs u give me.

And if dad was to ask me where are u going after Grandma's lunch, do i have to tell him u need to go home to look after yr dog ?

Its so tough on you to acc me for shopping with my parents? Den how long have we not been goin to town, or catching a movie. Ever since, all we does spent time is nth much but being home or dinner with yr parents. But yet always wanting you to eat or spend time with my parents its like something so tough.

alt i do whine complain of always being home and jus spending time with yr parents .. But yet each time u ask for me to look for u at home .. i don make any noise but go over.

Yeah, i feel so upset each time u jus ask me why isit whatever u do or don do is wrong. But in the first place, before u even agree or say anything ? did u just even thought of me ?

i knw u must have been elated tt u neednt have to go walking ard with my family and that was a great excuse because yr mom told u to.

Its very much upset that u don even bother about me feeling anything.

i knw u are tired, i am tired too.

This few days have been over just the same issue of spending time tgt and nth else but spending time. Back to the same that its always forever just ME wanting to spend time and asking for more.

I knw everything there is always Give & Take.

cal me spoilt or pampered or whatever, i don care. i knw i have been always wanting this and that my way. BUT didnt i nt give to ?

Isnt it fair that we spent equal time with our family ?

Isnt it what we are suppose to do tgt?

Isnt it that we shld put each other in good books to our family?

Our temper always caused us to quarrel more, but, i knw unlike you i have been always losing my temper but no one likes being told what to do. No one likes being walked off. I knw i do that all the time and u always get mad at it. But today the one who walked off was you, the one who said to go was also you. That was what made me so much madder.

i apologize that i gave you cold shoulder through out the journey out. And whenever after quarrels you are always the one who make it up by showering me with love.

But its been long since i have heard you said sorry.

Appreciation and owning to mistakes is always what that makes one another feels better.

the very least, i'm glad tt we knw how much we care and love each other and always saving the best for each other.

i keep wondering was it ever a wrong thing to bring baby for today Grandma's lunch. bcus of how conservative they are. After so long, finally, dad's side have all knw baby.

I hope it has been a right decision

1/17/2010 05:38:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

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