Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Confused.

For once i am so stucked on my future path, alt i have finally registered RMIT and then i suddenly felt so regretful. And that SIM certs doesnt seems to be recognise now. What's wrong? i thought that SIM certs was starting to built up in spore and why isit down now ??!

And then now adding on australia certs are getting useless and not recognised by many companies. UOL is the best choice and i knw parents are pushing me to, but i am just afraid that i'm unable to take the stress and i don wanna waste their money. Isit that i have no choice but to choose UOL, somehow it seems that this challenge is kinda fun and a way to learn how to fight this ordeal for my life.

Sigh, i somehow feel that i disappoint them by not having the results They have been bugging me to apply for local U or get back to ICT. But somehow there isnt much interest anymore ! if i follow them and go ahead, i wldnt even be happy or perform any results right ?

For once i really feel so stress over such issues. Terrible headache.

ok, i know i desperately need a job now because money is running out and my 'bangala' bf is waiting for me to support him as well.

Trying to hunt and going for interviews, what best is despite whining complaining, this nice bangala bf still tries to go with me to interviews. I appreciate this very much and its kinda touching too.

AWWW he changed ! he nvr use to complain and whine, now he does all day long. about carrying my bags and me being lazy. BUT stil he does it for me after the complains.

3/24/2010 10:35:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Confused.

For once i am so stucked on my future path, alt i have finally registered RMIT and then i suddenly felt so regretful. And that SIM certs doesnt seems to be recognise now. What's wrong? i thought that SIM certs was starting to built up in spore and why isit down now ??!

And then now adding on australia certs are getting useless and not recognised by many companies. UOL is the best choice and i knw parents are pushing me to, but i am just afraid that i'm unable to take the stress and i don wanna waste their money. Isit that i have no choice but to choose UOL, somehow it seems that this challenge is kinda fun and a way to learn how to fight this ordeal for my life.

Sigh, i somehow feel that i disappoint them by not having the results They have been bugging me to apply for local U or get back to ICT. But somehow there isnt much interest anymore ! if i follow them and go ahead, i wldnt even be happy or perform any results right ?

For once i really feel so stress over such issues. Terrible headache.

ok, i know i desperately need a job now because money is running out and my 'bangala' bf is waiting for me to support him as well.

Trying to hunt and going for interviews, what best is despite whining complaining, this nice bangala bf still tries to go with me to interviews. I appreciate this very much and its kinda touching too.

AWWW he changed ! he nvr use to complain and whine, now he does all day long. about carrying my bags and me being lazy. BUT stil he does it for me after the complains.

3/24/2010 10:35:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun