Monday, March 15, 2010

horrible feeling.

I know I'm behaving like a child but I just can't help it.. I know I'm someone who isn't always at home, fun and leisure all come first but I am a super daddy girl

Since young I have always been dependent on parents. Mum does everything, dad is always there to protect and give me the best.

Ever since few years ago, things changed. Alt ever since young mom have been ultra mega bias towards me but I have gotten used to it. Then daddy will always be there backing me up and understanding me.. Alt he is someone who doesn't knws how to express his feelings but still he gave us the best nvr fail to say no to us..
Despite the problems between him and mom,he still put up a strong front. Alt I feel that the act they are putting up infront of us is so fake but the least I know daddy nvr wanna see us hurt or caught in between.

Alt how much I dislike and despite her for treating this family esp dad like this,I still respect her as a mother.

its just a short 4days and daddy will be back but because cambodia is so dangerous I am so worried. its a strong fear I have that I may lose him or something, I always have this very strong feeling that he can't take those things happening at home and just walk out on us. Adding on knowing that he always have that thought.

This kind of feeling is really horrible. I rmb once he just have to go KL for a night and I hug and cried. Now that I have learn to control my feelings but the moment I step home I just can't help it

Daddy come home soon safetly, I love you

3/15/2010 10:29:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

horrible feeling.

I know I'm behaving like a child but I just can't help it.. I know I'm someone who isn't always at home, fun and leisure all come first but I am a super daddy girl

Since young I have always been dependent on parents. Mum does everything, dad is always there to protect and give me the best.

Ever since few years ago, things changed. Alt ever since young mom have been ultra mega bias towards me but I have gotten used to it. Then daddy will always be there backing me up and understanding me.. Alt he is someone who doesn't knws how to express his feelings but still he gave us the best nvr fail to say no to us..
Despite the problems between him and mom,he still put up a strong front. Alt I feel that the act they are putting up infront of us is so fake but the least I know daddy nvr wanna see us hurt or caught in between.

Alt how much I dislike and despite her for treating this family esp dad like this,I still respect her as a mother.

its just a short 4days and daddy will be back but because cambodia is so dangerous I am so worried. its a strong fear I have that I may lose him or something, I always have this very strong feeling that he can't take those things happening at home and just walk out on us. Adding on knowing that he always have that thought.

This kind of feeling is really horrible. I rmb once he just have to go KL for a night and I hug and cried. Now that I have learn to control my feelings but the moment I step home I just can't help it

Daddy come home soon safetly, I love you

3/15/2010 10:29:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun