Thursday, March 11, 2010

The recent scandal news has been such a disgrace.
i don understand why isit that human cant treasure and cherish what they have, the wonderful family & wife given but yet abuse them.

Before even doing or starting anything, did you ever thought of yr wife ?

And yet stil saying you love yr wife , if you love her in the first place why did u ever do this to hurt her ?

Baby told me few days ago about his teammate having rumors with another gal in the team. And his gf went to ask baby about tt gal and stuffs. It is wrong isnt it ? to ask about yr own bf's thing behind his back? Dont you even trust him ?

But still i believe the guy was at fault, he was really close with that gal and didnt even told his gf.

I RLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND.

WHY

why cant one treasure what is given to you, if you really did had something with the gal,just tell yr gf and not hide here and there.

And can you imagine the hurt to know yr guy has cheated on you ? someone that you love and also love you once BEFORE ?

ok, maybe i'm overexaggerating towards this issue, but i really feel sad for those victims.

mrTay u better not let me catch you hiding anything from me or any scandals rumors. you guys always thinks that by not telling us is always better lest we get worked up, overthink or make a big fuss.
But little did you knw the more u hide the more worst it gets if we found out.

Rmb there was once he hide from me tt he exchanged numbers with a GIRL on fb and that girl accidentally ringed him.
That was the worst we had, i got so mad that we didnt talk the whole night,i just went to slp and him cldnt even sleep but flood my hp.

no one likes behind hidden from things be it the past, yday i found out something, it may be nth to you. And you got guilty just because i was quiet. In fact, no. i didnt felt anything for it.

But this few days makes me really wonder, what was it that had held us moving since last year, was it really that magical strong love we have?
Or isit just for the sake that we had already gotten use to each other?

Things changed, and it changed really fast.

i have to admit that i am someone that gets sick and tired of things real easy if there isnt anything new.

days now are just so plain, unlike the past despite everynight we still treasure the moments and enjoy the feeling of us in each other arms. BUT now everyday is just like a routine, we go out have meals with friends, chit chat and end the night quickly. Even when we go out, the feeling of holding each other isnt there.
At much i want to remise the feeling of the loving us in the past but the feeling just isnt right. why.

we missed out so damn much of celebrations, valentine's day, anniversaries. due to financial but i believe without money there is still other way we cld do things together romantically. But we din even tried.

physical contacts get lesser and lesser.

Ever since CNY, wisdom tooth extractions.

at times when i wished to build things up once again, but at the thought of building it up all alone demoralize me down.

Seeing you getting tired and you limping around yday, amazingly it somehow didnt get me down like i use to, After thinking i realise i was just numb, numb to all your hurts aches and tiredness. all i could was just qns myself why isit that you cld nvr just be like any ordinary person with no aches or hurts.
Perhaps i'm tired and numb of all this worrying for you.

But no worries, i figured out that despite all this deep deep down i knw i still love you like i use to alt i dont knw why i get so damn irritated with you now and then. And i knw you do still care and love me esp with those msges you send me before after work and training.

i always believe the the love we had was nvr easy to come, so i will always treasure what we have

3/11/2010 10:39:00 AM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

The recent scandal news has been such a disgrace.
i don understand why isit that human cant treasure and cherish what they have, the wonderful family & wife given but yet abuse them.

Before even doing or starting anything, did you ever thought of yr wife ?

And yet stil saying you love yr wife , if you love her in the first place why did u ever do this to hurt her ?

Baby told me few days ago about his teammate having rumors with another gal in the team. And his gf went to ask baby about tt gal and stuffs. It is wrong isnt it ? to ask about yr own bf's thing behind his back? Dont you even trust him ?

But still i believe the guy was at fault, he was really close with that gal and didnt even told his gf.

I RLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND.

WHY

why cant one treasure what is given to you, if you really did had something with the gal,just tell yr gf and not hide here and there.

And can you imagine the hurt to know yr guy has cheated on you ? someone that you love and also love you once BEFORE ?

ok, maybe i'm overexaggerating towards this issue, but i really feel sad for those victims.

mrTay u better not let me catch you hiding anything from me or any scandals rumors. you guys always thinks that by not telling us is always better lest we get worked up, overthink or make a big fuss.
But little did you knw the more u hide the more worst it gets if we found out.

Rmb there was once he hide from me tt he exchanged numbers with a GIRL on fb and that girl accidentally ringed him.
That was the worst we had, i got so mad that we didnt talk the whole night,i just went to slp and him cldnt even sleep but flood my hp.

no one likes behind hidden from things be it the past, yday i found out something, it may be nth to you. And you got guilty just because i was quiet. In fact, no. i didnt felt anything for it.

But this few days makes me really wonder, what was it that had held us moving since last year, was it really that magical strong love we have?
Or isit just for the sake that we had already gotten use to each other?

Things changed, and it changed really fast.

i have to admit that i am someone that gets sick and tired of things real easy if there isnt anything new.

days now are just so plain, unlike the past despite everynight we still treasure the moments and enjoy the feeling of us in each other arms. BUT now everyday is just like a routine, we go out have meals with friends, chit chat and end the night quickly. Even when we go out, the feeling of holding each other isnt there.
At much i want to remise the feeling of the loving us in the past but the feeling just isnt right. why.

we missed out so damn much of celebrations, valentine's day, anniversaries. due to financial but i believe without money there is still other way we cld do things together romantically. But we din even tried.

physical contacts get lesser and lesser.

Ever since CNY, wisdom tooth extractions.

at times when i wished to build things up once again, but at the thought of building it up all alone demoralize me down.

Seeing you getting tired and you limping around yday, amazingly it somehow didnt get me down like i use to, After thinking i realise i was just numb, numb to all your hurts aches and tiredness. all i could was just qns myself why isit that you cld nvr just be like any ordinary person with no aches or hurts.
Perhaps i'm tired and numb of all this worrying for you.

But no worries, i figured out that despite all this deep deep down i knw i still love you like i use to alt i dont knw why i get so damn irritated with you now and then. And i knw you do still care and love me esp with those msges you send me before after work and training.

i always believe the the love we had was nvr easy to come, so i will always treasure what we have

3/11/2010 10:39:00 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun