Monday, March 8, 2010

*This isnt anything of starting a fight , i just need somewhere to let everything out, dont read if you dont want to*

i don wish to quarrel or start a fight

You disappoint me.

From the very starting you shld already knw hw pampered how spoilt am i. So pls stop gng on and on how spoilt and pampered i am. Saying once is enought.

This is the way i am.

I din force you to accept me, i din force you to love me. didnt you knw it well from the start?

This is what i am blessed with.

AND i can say i am very proud and happy to be who i am

and not gettin a job during this vacation bcus after whole 3yrs of studies all i want is to relax and enjoy before moving on to another journey of study life. While you graduated and waiting for SIM did i forced you to get a job right after?

BUT yet you are going ard ranting that i dont want to get a job.
Forcing me to go get one and also emphasising and agreeing to others that if i don work don bother about you and stop you from working and complaining that you have no time for me.
If you don even wish to spend time or give time for me or even want to, i'm fine. I can tell you i wont bother a single bit about you and wanting to spend time.

I understand the suituation of either one of us having a job bcus our expenses are very high.
AND also you have endless training coming up.

SO WHAT, telling me that you have no time for me.
Does that means work+endless training 7days a week full and i cant even make a noise that i want to see you.
AND if that one day happen, it means i don even feel a thing for you.

I knw you love me i knw you care BUT at the least tt i had thought in yr shoes, HAVE YOU ? and tt after so long you jus keep emphasising bcus i am spoilt and pampered ? AND that my parents don even scold me a single bit, so you saying bcus they dont and you must do it ?

HOW WLD I FEEL?

i am yr girlfriend to remind you, someone you used to love. And nw u treating me like this saying such things to me repeatedly makes me damn bloody disappointed and hurt. Using that harsh tone on me and saying things about slapping, you yourself knw that hw much you cant take it if someone slap you. and i can tel you if someone ever slap me, the consequenses wld b hell.

It makes me feel YOU changed so much
It makes me feel that YOU don even miss me a single bit despite yr busy schedule
Things isnt the way it use to be anymore.

IT hurts me so much when all you emphasise is me disturbing you and stopping you from working and agreeing with them. i knw i did said even hurting words to you but i used them all in a joking tone but you gave me all those hurtful harsh tone.
I mentioned let me rest and i wil start searching for jobs even if i don don worry i will keep myself occupied and nt bother about you a single bit.

But stil i knw you love me

3/08/2010 10:56:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

*This isnt anything of starting a fight , i just need somewhere to let everything out, dont read if you dont want to*

i don wish to quarrel or start a fight

You disappoint me.

From the very starting you shld already knw hw pampered how spoilt am i. So pls stop gng on and on how spoilt and pampered i am. Saying once is enought.

This is the way i am.

I din force you to accept me, i din force you to love me. didnt you knw it well from the start?

This is what i am blessed with.

AND i can say i am very proud and happy to be who i am

and not gettin a job during this vacation bcus after whole 3yrs of studies all i want is to relax and enjoy before moving on to another journey of study life. While you graduated and waiting for SIM did i forced you to get a job right after?

BUT yet you are going ard ranting that i dont want to get a job.
Forcing me to go get one and also emphasising and agreeing to others that if i don work don bother about you and stop you from working and complaining that you have no time for me.
If you don even wish to spend time or give time for me or even want to, i'm fine. I can tell you i wont bother a single bit about you and wanting to spend time.

I understand the suituation of either one of us having a job bcus our expenses are very high.
AND also you have endless training coming up.

SO WHAT, telling me that you have no time for me.
Does that means work+endless training 7days a week full and i cant even make a noise that i want to see you.
AND if that one day happen, it means i don even feel a thing for you.

I knw you love me i knw you care BUT at the least tt i had thought in yr shoes, HAVE YOU ? and tt after so long you jus keep emphasising bcus i am spoilt and pampered ? AND that my parents don even scold me a single bit, so you saying bcus they dont and you must do it ?

HOW WLD I FEEL?

i am yr girlfriend to remind you, someone you used to love. And nw u treating me like this saying such things to me repeatedly makes me damn bloody disappointed and hurt. Using that harsh tone on me and saying things about slapping, you yourself knw that hw much you cant take it if someone slap you. and i can tel you if someone ever slap me, the consequenses wld b hell.

It makes me feel YOU changed so much
It makes me feel that YOU don even miss me a single bit despite yr busy schedule
Things isnt the way it use to be anymore.

IT hurts me so much when all you emphasise is me disturbing you and stopping you from working and agreeing with them. i knw i did said even hurting words to you but i used them all in a joking tone but you gave me all those hurtful harsh tone.
I mentioned let me rest and i wil start searching for jobs even if i don don worry i will keep myself occupied and nt bother about you a single bit.

But stil i knw you love me

3/08/2010 10:56:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun