Horrible weekend

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Cant believe that i've failed my TP.

It was horrible yday, i'm kinda still dwelling over it.

That isnt the worst, worst is that suituation at home isnt getting any better for me.

Life is just so unfair.

I can only just live with it but then boyfriend is getting irritated with me.

i just need someone who i can complain and whine to make myself feel better.

I guess that's the only thing i could do.

BUT he is getting pissed, telling me to stop complaining if i don even dare to tell them right in the face.

i cant believe that he even said that to my face when i'm feeling so upset over this.

A home that doesnt feels like 1 at all.

i've always depended on baby that he will be there for me giving me the care and love i need, but again..

Sigh.

Today is Sunday but i'm not home, i feel kinda bad but i feel so upset and angry that they dont even bother and throw all the blame at me, even till ignoring me.

Screw it man.

I'm so bored, baby left so early before it even turn bright & i havent talk to him at all except a short call from him.

i'm wishing that my phone beeps and then he could come back home quickly.

it's really a horrible weekend,for me.

6/27/2010 04:09:00 PM I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky

Horrible weekend

Cant believe that i've failed my TP.

It was horrible yday, i'm kinda still dwelling over it.

That isnt the worst, worst is that suituation at home isnt getting any better for me.

Life is just so unfair.

I can only just live with it but then boyfriend is getting irritated with me.

i just need someone who i can complain and whine to make myself feel better.

I guess that's the only thing i could do.

BUT he is getting pissed, telling me to stop complaining if i don even dare to tell them right in the face.

i cant believe that he even said that to my face when i'm feeling so upset over this.

A home that doesnt feels like 1 at all.

i've always depended on baby that he will be there for me giving me the care and love i need, but again..

Sigh.

Today is Sunday but i'm not home, i feel kinda bad but i feel so upset and angry that they dont even bother and throw all the blame at me, even till ignoring me.

Screw it man.

I'm so bored, baby left so early before it even turn bright & i havent talk to him at all except a short call from him.

i'm wishing that my phone beeps and then he could come back home quickly.

it's really a horrible weekend,for me.

6/27/2010 04:09:00 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun